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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sserafim
Venting I hate being alive
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13
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1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
MiMif
Drowning
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4
Views
897
MiMif
MiMif
D
Venting Stuck in a never ending cycle
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1
Views
527
Deleted member 65988
D
S
Anchor point knot for thick metal bar
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0
Views
493
ScoreCard
S
bunny_brownie9
I think I’ve made peace with dying
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7
Views
718
waterhorse
waterhorse
Ambivalent1
If you were a normie and were faced with the certainty of near death from illness, etc, how would you react?
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18
Views
749
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
B
Things to do before CTB
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6
Views
886
parallelluniverse
parallelluniverse
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry two - this in-between moment
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5
Views
750
LifeIsCrazyNemb
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tragiclove1932
i have a month before i ctb but i dont know what method to use
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4
Views
734
Worndown
Worndown
F
Discussion Being ugly is a curse
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12
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1K
theboy
theboy
GenericUsername37
Cant get anti emetic in my country
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2
Views
412
Ksmиda
Ksmиda
MrP
Beachy Head
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23
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2K
The Schizoid
The Schizoid
Bad-luck
Method Dying to fire
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23
Views
2K
theboy
theboy
K
I Think Therapy Can't Help Me Anymore
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5
Views
687
theboy
theboy
TAW122
[Article] Why people who CTB do so in secrecy and leave others to know “after the fact”
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7
Views
1K
TAW122
TAW122
Volatile
I read somewhere that the suicide rate will continue to climb through the century
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10
Views
2K
1up
1up
FuneralCry
Venting For me, there’s nothing bad or wrong about choosing to voluntarily prevent all future suffering by suicide
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2
Views
516
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Darkover
Venting want to inherit a better machine existence than the human condition
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0
Views
364
Darkover
Darkover
K
Venting My Personality Standing In My Way
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2
Views
417
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
FutureHanger
Discussion If suicide became 100% accessible (no background checks and euthanasia you could just buy something like N OTC as long as you have ID)
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17
Views
1K
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
Darkover
Life isn't worth living
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0
Views
382
Darkover
Darkover
M
How do you get over the pain & discomfort of death?
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2
Views
725
MrsNobody
M
L
Would getting a DNR be suspicious
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12
Views
828
rozeske
R
Ambivalent1
Why do I feel that I won't die someday if i choose not to ctb?
Replies
6
Views
608
parallelluniverse
parallelluniverse
C
How do you feel right now ?
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37
Views
2K
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
Ambivalent1
"As a warrior, no road left but the one that leads to the end."
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0
Views
581
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
sa666
Venting No
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2
Views
510
dorado14
D
CasperDaGhost
  • Question
Help It Only Gets Harder.
Replies
8
Views
633
parallelluniverse
parallelluniverse
N
Fumes from N storing question
Replies
8
Views
597
ange-gardien54
A
snowyyy
Venting Never wanting to be a human.
Replies
7
Views
589
AbsurdAbyss
AbsurdAbyss
Ambivalent1
What do you think it's like to land after jumping?
Replies
15
Views
1K
UKscotty
U
F
Venting Final Straw - best friend CTB had no idea
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15
Views
1K
XINGBATAI
X
krxbs
Help Looking for advice to buy crypto KYC-free in the EU
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1
Views
372
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
0000000000000
Venting My 'true' personality is buried in a big mountain of garbage.
Replies
4
Views
514
tbroken
tbroken
M
SN Deep throat spray
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11
Views
1K
TheUncommon
T
Life_and_Death
To continue living is equivalent to being insane
Replies
0
Views
305
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
throneofdispair03
Discussion what do you want done with your body when you CTB?
Replies
38
Views
1K
sceáwere
sceáwere
Ww42
Why do you wish to die?
Replies
32
Views
2K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Water-Lily
Being away from home has revealed many problems. Is healing still worth it?
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1
Views
359
Naked Weapon
Naked Weapon
C
Sacred
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2
Views
487
wagner2029
wagner2029
mona_lisa
  • Question
Can you ctb with a helium exit bag even if it’s not a 100% pure helium tank?
Replies
15
Views
2K
wagner2029
wagner2029
D
Anyone have experience crushing pills (for OD)?
Replies
6
Views
703
Desperate2die
D
snowlance
Help I need help, I'm homeless again
Replies
40
Views
4K
snowlance
snowlance
C
What do you do when suicide is no longer an option?
Replies
30
Views
1K
ayb
ayb
I
Lost everything in my life, not existing seems most viable.
Replies
3
Views
665
parallelluniverse
parallelluniverse
Ambivalent1
"Does death bother you because it would deprive you of this moment?"
Replies
10
Views
738
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
inboxeduser
Venting i dont deserve to be upset
Replies
1
Views
428
parallelluniverse
parallelluniverse
venomousSSĂ«rpent74
....
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5
Views
943
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
Bouquet
Help SN in Colombia?
Replies
11
Views
693
theboy
theboy
LoopLooper
Venting How Being Suicidal Made Me Better View Dating!
Replies
5
Views
689
AriesDiva
A
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