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Suicide Discussion

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Ambivalent1
Is there strength to be found in giving up?
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37
Views
1K
Forever Sleep
F
divinemistress87
Weird ways ctb
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4
Views
605
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
dead-yaga
does anyone recognize this powder?
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10
Views
685
wait.what
wait.what
M
Just crashed my truck
Replies
19
Views
878
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
traintracks.mp3
Venting Life is good
Replies
6
Views
539
traintracks.mp3
traintracks.mp3
steppingoff
If you choose to hang, do you test?
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2
Views
492
Worndown
Worndown
feder
Venting Being suicidal felt oddly comforting?
Replies
2
Views
460
feder
feder
Ymir
  • Question
Method Will eating random pills enough to kill me?
Replies
10
Views
960
Ymir
Ymir
kfad95
  • Question
Discussion Partial suspension
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5
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
Mx_Pathetic
Method Thoughts on CTB area?
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5
Views
794
Mx_Pathetic
Mx_Pathetic
M
Partners mega thread
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10
Views
1K
steppingoff
steppingoff
bigmanharsh
Discussion Do you feel unloveable?
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26
Views
1K
brokeandbroken
B
illvoid
Venting sexual urges make me feel so fucking guilty
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3
Views
528
TimetoCatchtheBus
T
wagner2029
I need opinions on recording CTB
Replies
11
Views
958
steppingoff
steppingoff
C
I want to ctb and no ones here
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2
Views
412
whywere
W
monday?
  • Poll
Partial fails poll
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0
Views
607
monday?
monday?
F
  • Poll
Discussion Eupd and addiction
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3
Views
576
frogbpd
F
IHurtTheOneILove
Story Got a haircut!
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6
Views
517
theboy
theboy
M
I have no choice (kinda long)
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9
Views
961
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Lovey
Venting Feeling guilty for doing the right thing
Replies
1
Views
573
undecided
U
imightbestupid
  • Locked
  • Question
Help with hanging
Replies
1
Views
462
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
persecutedzombie99
Venting sara
Replies
16
Views
1K
Ethernatuskoi
E
DeathBecomesHim98
Venting I need to get more sun
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0
Views
334
DeathBecomesHim98
DeathBecomesHim98
TDF
Method Sky diving ctb?
Replies
9
Views
960
WaitingAllMyLife
W
jjnsjso44458
Feeling Stuck and Hopeless
Replies
2
Views
477
jjnsjso44458
jjnsjso44458
massiveviolin1234
Venting I feel invisible
Replies
3
Views
436
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
I
Venting My end is coming
Replies
14
Views
1K
theboy
theboy
golgotha
always silenced by everyone and everything
Replies
3
Views
444
theboy
theboy
H
Beta-blockers and alcohol
Replies
0
Views
378
henry22
H
Ambivalent1
Are you a broken puzzle piece?
Replies
5
Views
481
sserafim
sserafim
Endthismisery
Trip to peru 2024
Replies
25
Views
2K
iwantitalltoend
I
V
Venting Im such a pussy.
Replies
5
Views
494
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
Leavesfromthevine
  • Locked
Goodbye
Replies
68
Views
6K
Unknown21
Unknown21
sunny
Venting I can't stop stigmatizing mental health within my friend groups
Replies
1
Views
359
R_N
R_N
AnonymousL
Help I wanna quit my anti depressants
Replies
6
Views
576
theboy
theboy
girlanachronism
  • Locked
Venting Please tell me how I can ctb (TW:Brief mentions of s/a and child abuse)
Replies
2
Views
721
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
CS~
Story Life has brought me here
Replies
5
Views
668
ihavenothingleft
I
FuneralCry
Venting Venting about my suffering on here and how I wish to permanently cease existing
Replies
1
Views
579
Living_Hurts_so_Much
L
sadlyexisting
  • Poll
Does your family know about your will to die?
Replies
21
Views
793
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
felony
  • Question
Do you like being around your parents.
Replies
9
Views
606
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
dhaak
Autism and reasons to die.
Replies
22
Views
2K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Unattainable666
FINAL NAIL IN MY COFFIN
Replies
4
Views
487
MrsNobody
M
ChildrensITV
Venting In your 30yos and over: If life were going to get good, it would have by now. Missed experiences. Too late for everything. [jumbled unfocused rant]
Replies
43
Views
3K
RemainingDubious
RemainingDubious
sserafim
Does anyone else feel drained no matter how much sleep they get?
Replies
35
Views
970
Cakeisalie
Cakeisalie
prettycvnt
Online Pharmacy
Replies
10
Views
1K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
goinghome11:11
Method Chances of surviving a jump from the 25th floor onto grass?
Replies
13
Views
2K
UKscotty
U
L
anyone here also not diagnosed...?
Replies
2
Views
363
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
sserafim
What’s the point of existing if we will inevitably die?
Replies
55
Views
2K
Hystearical
Hystearical
freevoid
For those looking for reliable online pharmacies
Replies
18
Views
2K
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
TAW122
Resource Good article/blog post by existentialgoof wrt to Canada's MAID delay
Replies
1
Views
565
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
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