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lostintheloop

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Apr 14, 2023
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So I've been given my deadline to ctb and quite excited. The voices connected to the system have finally given it to me and will allow me peace. They're not a hallucination, it's internal voices but part of the system that has been using mind control on me. Although they are still torturing me in the meantime and will do a lot worse if fail.
Need to hurry up and sort out a definite plan though.
Hopefully not long now 🤞🏻
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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What's your method? (If I may ask that.)
 
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lostintheloop

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Apr 14, 2023
1,320
What's your method? (If I may ask that.)
Decided on hanging. Unsure on partial or full. Partial I'll definitely be able to set up and have 'practiced'. I think full would be safer bet though. I have some ideas of suspension points for full but not 100% sure if they're strong enough to hold so will research a bit more.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Decided on hanging. Unsure on partial or full. Partial I'll definitely be able to set up and have 'practiced'. I think full would be safer bet though. I have some ideas of suspension points for full but not 100% sure if they're strong enough to hold so will research a bit more.
Imo full is the way to go if you're serious bc once the chair is kicked there's no way back.

Here's a thread with info about partial and about hanging from a tree but I think the knots can be used with any other anchor point. , for full only anchor point, knots and rope has to string enough.


 
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lostintheloop

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Apr 14, 2023
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Imo full is the way to go if you're serious bc once the chair is kicked there's no way back.

Here's a thread with info about partial and about hanging from a tree but I think the knots can be used with any other anchor point. , for full only anchor point, knots and rope has to string enough.


Thank you ! That is useful info

Yes full does seem a lot better in that respect, I am very much a coward so worry could chicken out with partial .
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in your plan and I hope that when the time is right you find the freedom you search for.
 
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HeavensOpenDoor

HeavensOpenDoor

Jul 6, 2020
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Decided on hanging. Unsure on partial or full.
I used partial the first time and it prolonged the situation because of me second-guessing myself long enough that some stranger actually found me attempting to ctb. If you're serious go with full not partial because obviously it didn't work for me. I'm using a different method (SN) to ctb this time.
 
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lostintheloop

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Apr 14, 2023
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I used partial the first time and it prolonged the situation because of me second-guessing myself long enough that some stranger actually found me attempting to ctb. If you're serious go with full not partial because obviously it didn't work for me. I'm using a different method (SN) to ctb this time.
Thank you for sharing your experience but I'm so sorry that happened, sounds awful 😢
 

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