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iloverachel

Warlock
Mar 7, 2024
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I am 30 so i have at least 40-50 years of my life remaining.

But thats too long for me. Even 1 more decade is more than enough. Actually, don't even want one more year or day of being alive.

I wish there was some kind of life transferring machine, so I can donate 50 years of my life to maybe an elderly person who wants to become young again.

There are a lot of people who love and appreciate life, but i am not one of them. Wish I could trade my remaining years away.

So tired of living
 
DizzyFolfy

DizzyFolfy

Gone~
Jul 9, 2022
74
The world would be such a wonderful place. I have a friend whose life expectancy is only up to his late 30s, everyday I wish I could just send the 50-60 years or so to him <3
 
QueerMelancholy

QueerMelancholy

Experienced
Jul 29, 2023
263
God, if I could sell 30 years of my life to buy 5 good years I would of did that 15 years ago.

I do wonder if something like this will be possible somewhere in the future. You can donate organs and stuff already. I wonder how much life that gives people.

"Many people who need transplants of organs and tissues cannot get them because of a shortage of donations. Of the 123,000 Americans currently on the waiting list for a lifesaving organ transplant, more than 101,000 need a kidney, but only 17,000 people receive one each year." - National Kidney Foundation

Maybe something already exists.
 
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iloverachel

Warlock
Mar 7, 2024
743
The world would be such a wonderful place. I have a friend whose life expectancy is only up to his late 30s, everyday I wish I could just send the 50-60 years or so to him <3
Yeah I remember having a friend from high school who was filled with energy and loved life. He died in his early 20s. I wish I could take his place. Let the ones who love life live, and the ones who hate life and want to die go
God, if I could sell 30 years of my life to buy 5 good years I would of did that 15 years ago.

I do wonder if something like this will be possible somewhere in the future. You can donate organs and stuff already. I wonder how much life that gives people.

"Many people who need transplants of organs and tissues cannot get them because of a shortage of donations. Of the 123,000 Americans currently on the waiting list for a lifesaving organ transplant, more than 101,000 need a kidney, but only 17,000 people receive one each year." - National Kidney Foundation

Maybe something already exists.
yeah even trading my remaining years for a few good years would be good. I would happily trade 40 years of my life, just to get rid of my mental illnesses, so i can at least enjoy some of my time on earth.
God, if I could sell 30 years of my life to buy 5 good years I would of did that 15 years ago.

I do wonder if something like this will be possible somewhere in the future. You can donate organs and stuff already. I wonder how much life that gives people.

"Many people who need transplants of organs and tissues cannot get them because of a shortage of donations. Of the 123,000 Americans currently on the waiting list for a lifesaving organ transplant, more than 101,000 need a kidney, but only 17,000 people receive one each year." - National Kidney Foundation

Maybe something already exists.
yeah even trading my remaining years for a few good years would be good. I would happily trade 40 years of my life, just to get rid of my mental illnesses, so i can at least enjoy some of my time on earth.
 
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AbusedInnocent

Member
Apr 5, 2024
10
Now I'm thinking about the implications of the existence of a life transferring machine.

The rich would probably kidnap people to steal their life.

Also people living for much longer means they will care more about the environment as they will live long enough to see the effects of their environmental choices, if all the billionaires decided to increase their lifespan we'd solve climate change.

What if prisoners were sentenced to 200+ years in prison?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
8,624
The people that wanna live get a terminal illness.

The people that want to die have to suffer until they end their lives with their own hands.

Its sad.
That's so true. Not only terminal illness can fuck people who wanna live there're many other things that people can get fucked with.
 
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Dayrain

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
311
I am 30 so i have at least 40-50 years of my life remaining.

But thats too long for me.
If you just look at these two sentences. Isn't this just a normal, valid, rational, independent opinion? Can it be expressed more simply? No, it can't. It's so simple. I can't think of a more simple statement.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
347
That's so true. Not only terminal illness can fuck people who wanna live there're many other things that people can get fucked with.
fair enough

But I don't see someone with a terminal illness often that doesn't say they wish they had more time
 
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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,457
If I could have their death/die instead of them, then yes. I don't want to live out my remaining years. I'm 23 and my psychiatrist told me that women live well into their 80s. This is terrifying to me. I don't want to live past 25. I would hate to have to get old. I'm not living past my mid 20s. I'm not living out my late 20s. I would hate to live out middle and old age. I've always felt like I was meant to die young, and I will.
 
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iloverachel

Warlock
Mar 7, 2024
743
If I could have their death/die instead of them, then yes. I don't want to live out my remaining years. I'm 23 and my psychiatrist told me that women live into their 80s. This is terrifying to me. I don't want to live past 25. I would hate to have to get old. I'm not living past my mid 20s. I'm not living out my late 20s. I would hate to live out middle and old age. I've always felt like I was meant to die young, and I will.
The thought of living to 80 scares me.
I have always felt 26 would have been a good age for me to die.

I think its our depression and view on life that makes living life for decades so scary. I remember talking to some guy once and he was telling me about how he was scared of dying and wanted to be immortal. That would absolutely be my worst nightmare. But it shows how different non-suicidal people think, they seem to be able to see the good in life which i cant
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
991
I am 30 so i have at least 40-50 years of my life remaining.

But thats too long for me. Even 1 more decade is more than enough. Actually, don't even want one more year or day of being alive.

I wish there was some kind of life transferring machine, so I can donate 50 years of my life to maybe an elderly person who wants to become young again.

There are a lot of people who love and appreciate life, but i am not one of them. Wish I could trade my remaining years away.

So tired of living
Ok this is going to be cope but… instead of giving it to another crappy human (odds are overwhelming that they are going to be like this) give it to animals/wildlife - I guarantee you aren't going to be fucked up by the interaction, presence, etc. Just something to think about.
 
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iloverachel

Warlock
Mar 7, 2024
743
Ok this is going to be cope but… instead of giving it to another crappy human (odds are overwhelming that they are going to be like this) give it to animals/wildlife - I guarantee you aren't going to be fucked up by the interaction, presence, etc. Just something to think about.
Would be happy to give it to animals!
 
Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
991
Would be happy to give it to animals!
It worked for me. I had a better experience than going a "big deal" at my business with seeing the giraffes and feeding them at the zoo. Catch 22 is that the "work" gave me the resources to see and help at the animal places. So bloody ironic.
 
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belowhorizon

Member
Apr 4, 2024
26
I always thought that people who want to die always live longer. My aunt who stabbed herself lived while other people who is eager to live suddenly dies from an accident or gets a terminal illness. Ironic and proves how sick and twisted life can be
 
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Pancakesplease

Member
Apr 6, 2024
6
I do feel so selfish for wanting to end my life when there are so many who could live happily in my place
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
64
I also want someone to have my life. The best way to do this is to sign your organ donor card. Whether or not I ctb, someone can have my life.

@Throwawayacc3 if I could donate my organs to animals, I would. Tell me if they ever come up with a way👍🏼
 
sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,457
The thought of living to 80 scares me.
I have always felt 26 would have been a good age for me to die.

I think its our depression and view on life that makes living life for decades so scary. I remember talking to some guy once and he was telling me about how he was scared of dying and wanted to be immortal. That would absolutely be my worst nightmare. But it shows how different non-suicidal people think, they seem to be able to see the good in life which i cant
I'm not sure if it's depression in my case. Ever since I was a kid, I didn't want to be an adult. I never wanted to grow up. I didn't want to live past 18. I've had a feeling ever since I was a kid that I would die young
 
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DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Desperate to go--
Mar 14, 2024
196
I am 30 so i have at least 40-50 years of my life remaining.

But thats too long for me. Even 1 more decade is more than enough. Actually, don't even want one more year or day of being alive.

I wish there was some kind of life transferring machine, so I can donate 50 years of my life to maybe an elderly person who wants to become young again.

There are a lot of people who love and appreciate life, but i am not one of them. Wish I could trade my remaining years away.

So tired of living
Same. I want to be an organ donor too but it's very unlikely that'll happen. These ridiculous rules. People are allowed to live but no freedom to die. Prisoners can't donate organs. Just let people who actually want to live die...
 
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