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- Jan 25, 2024
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do you feel pressure to ctb because of other people?
i do, especially for being neet. the people that support me can't do this forever and they talk behind my back about my situation. also i don't want to keep living off them, it's so humiliating. i wish i could disappear before seeing the person that talked abt me behind my back for being neet (i know they're right but it still hurts). i feel so much pressure when i think about these people, like i should just off myself right now, but unfortunately i'm such a coward. ofc i have many reasons to ctb, one of them is my inability to fit in and to have goals, a career etc. i don't wanna do anything but i don't wanna keep living like this. i wish someone else could do the ''dirty job'' and ctb for me in my place
i do, especially for being neet. the people that support me can't do this forever and they talk behind my back about my situation. also i don't want to keep living off them, it's so humiliating. i wish i could disappear before seeing the person that talked abt me behind my back for being neet (i know they're right but it still hurts). i feel so much pressure when i think about these people, like i should just off myself right now, but unfortunately i'm such a coward. ofc i have many reasons to ctb, one of them is my inability to fit in and to have goals, a career etc. i don't wanna do anything but i don't wanna keep living like this. i wish someone else could do the ''dirty job'' and ctb for me in my place