my main reason for wanting to ctb is because I keep hurting people by lying and manipulating. I grew up homeless, so I feel like it is engrained in me to lie and steal to survive, but now keep doing it to people who are good to me. I recently hurt the person who cares for me the most because I was high and fighting my own demons. idk the world would be better off without me, and that thought makes me want to ctb. Anybody else who is also just kinda evil and sees it as a reason to ctb?
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ramielle
for me it's always like this
- Jul 20, 2026
- 8
i bring nothing positive to society, and am a danger to others if they become too dependent on me. so yes.
glad to see that someone feels the same.
Pvnie
Giga-autist Wandering Scumbag
- Oct 8, 2022
- 43
No people are jerks to me. I've tried to be a good person and be caring and so that's why I wanna ctb.Similar threads
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