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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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capitalism is killing me
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35
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Adûnâi
Adûnâi
ixkitty
Venting I Haven't Left Yet
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0
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226
ixkitty
ixkitty
Sleeper System
Venting If you're NOT depressed then you're NOT paying attention.
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37
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1K
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
Darkover
rate your overall happiness with life from 0 to 9
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17
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549
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
S
NSFW In an Uber to go jump off the bridge…
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17
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2K
underscore_nine
underscore_nine
G
It's time to go
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6
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439
huphup
huphup
E
Venting Trying to make it to 30
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0
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263
EmoIsNotAPhase
E
Achromatix
Discussion Scared of getting well again
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2
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391
quietwater
quietwater
d4isy
Help tips on full hanging w a belt?
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2
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497
d4isy
d4isy
puella
Venting Packing my things for the bus
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8
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939
AllCatsAreGrey
AllCatsAreGrey
HealMyBrain
I’ve got the shotgun, fully loaded.
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20
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2K
HealMyBrain
HealMyBrain
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How painful is death by height vs. hanging?
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26
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2K
ASBA999
ASBA999
Giovannino224
Venting Should I go to therapy?
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7
Views
456
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
BlackBlood6
Is anyone disheartened by how hard it is to CTB?
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25
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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  • Poll
What ctb products do you have in your possession?
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2
Views
310
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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How would you rate this song about suicide?
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3
Views
334
TransilvanianHunger
TransilvanianHunger
underscore_nine
Venting do i deserve to be able to die?
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19
Views
671
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
alwayssearching202
How do you choose?
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6
Views
485
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
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Wondering if anyone has used this sn source? Is it legit?
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5
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1K
Fifi2
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Help What about heroin ?
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4
Views
709
illAF
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M
Does anyone do this or am I weird?
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2
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353
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
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Help SN from Switzerland + someone with whom I could chat tonight
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3
Views
377
illAF
I
_Broken_alice
Method Just ordered our SN. Now to wait.
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5
Views
901
Abyssal
Abyssal
ADeadBunny
Venting I feel so sick
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4
Views
399
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
tomoki
french version PPHE
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1
Views
356
illAF
I
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I have a question for people who failed SN
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41
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3K
Aim
Aim
O
Magyarország
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1
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401
hungariancorpse
hungariancorpse
D
Debunking a common anti-suicide argument
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1
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459
casual_existence
casual_existence
Sunoo
Does anyone's friends treat them bad?
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7
Views
622
Failure21
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I can't beat it
Story Do you feel that your current life is bad?
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35
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1K
underscore_nine
underscore_nine
struggles_inc
Doing it
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9
Views
773
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
DarknessInMe
Help Location advise for hanging
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1
Views
422
DarknessInMe
DarknessInMe
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Method I can't get sodium nitrate
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1
Views
454
Deleted member 65988
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antilife
OD on Oxys, H or something else?
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2
Views
316
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
FuneralCry
Venting “Saving” people from suicide is cruelty
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14
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1K
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
I
New to site
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1
Views
270
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Discussion Something I really want to ask the suicide hotlines
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6
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828
Kit1
K
Burden_Bailey
My Suicide Attempt Yesterday
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15
Views
958
Burden_Bailey
Burden_Bailey
Brokensaddle
Where do you think is a good place to ctb
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8
Views
402
Brokensaddle
Brokensaddle
singularity3
Help How long does the effect of SN last in water (glass/bottle...)?
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3
Views
521
DreamEnd
D
Bad-luck
Help How reliable is the partial method?
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6
Views
792
baabbaabbaab
B
Lifeless mindset
Describe your perfect suicide
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78
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3K
enstarve
enstarve
nembutal
Venting constant bad memories
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0
Views
257
nembutal
nembutal
apistatcommander
I think I'm going to CTB next week
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2
Views
429
apistatcommander
apistatcommander
spookycuddles
Method what are some common house chemicals that can mixed and used as a method (I prefer chemicals that wouldnt give a burning sensation)
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3
Views
927
spookycuddles
spookycuddles
Kundalini Guy
Discussion What would need to change for you to not CTB?
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37
Views
1K
enough of this
enough of this
Lloydbro
Killing myself (Unspecified date)
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2
Views
283
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
antilife
I wish it was easier.
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2
Views
265
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EyeBeyond
How do you see yourself in 10 years if you don't CTB
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40
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1K
enough of this
enough of this
I
Help I know ODs are not advised... But...
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6
Views
469
Praestat_Mori
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