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Bringing out the Dead and Searching for the Living
- Apr 12, 2023
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I've been developing a method for my suicide, and I want some feedback on it because I've never really considered hanging of any kind as a method until recently.
I've played around with partial-suspension a bit, and I definitely don't like it. The feeling of lingering pressure on the neck is not super pleasant, and I'd like to avoid a prolonged death. However, "long-drop" hanging seems like a good possibility to me.
Long-drop hanging, as described by Wikipedia is "a scientific advance on the standard drop [...] the person's height and weight were used to determine how much slack would be provided in the rope so that the distance dropped would be enough to ensure that the neck was broken [...] Careful placement of the eye or knot of the noose (so that the head was jerked back as the rope tightened) contributed to breaking the neck".
Long-drop hanging is apparently still used in some countries where hanging is a method of capital punishment. Funnily enough, Wikipedia has a public version of a "drop chart", that determines length used during execution of people of different weights:
Now, my kit and method is as follows:
I plan on using manila rope that is 3/4 inch thick and rated to hold 695lbs. I've read that natural fibre ropes are preferred over nylon, polypropylene, or the like in other posts on sasu, and I suspect that in reality this rope could probably hold much more than 695lbs, and that 695 is just the "safe limit" for regulated use as per whatever government standards there are on material. I only weight ~150lbs, and even with the increase of force/energy from the drop, I really doubt it would break the rope (I am considering different things I could tie to the rope and do a "test drop"). This is backed by the fact that another website rates 3/4 inch manila rope as having a tensile strength of 4860lbs and a "safe load" limit of 690lbs (pretty consistent with the manufacturer).
Since I weigh ~150lbs, I would only need a drop of about 5 to 7 feet (as per the chart). I live in an area with a fair amount of footbridges which are easily much higher than 7ft, and if I were to CTB at night during a period of low-traffic, I doubt I would be found for some time. My current preferred spot is surrounded by trees at both ends, and since I would probably not need so much length, I suspect I could hang surrounded by trees. Aided by the low-visibility of night, I suspect I might not be found until the next morning.
In other posts I've seen people say that with full suspension, as long as you are sure the ligature can hold you, and you are sure that the point you are connected to will not break, there is very little that can go wrong. There isn't much way to stop a full suspension/drop hanging once you drop, and if done correctly, I think there's a fairly certain chance of losing consciousness almost instantly. Even just the simple jump method seems fairly lethal to me given a sufficient height, so to concentrate so much force into the neck seems effective to me
I've played around with partial-suspension a bit, and I definitely don't like it. The feeling of lingering pressure on the neck is not super pleasant, and I'd like to avoid a prolonged death. However, "long-drop" hanging seems like a good possibility to me.
Long-drop hanging, as described by Wikipedia is "a scientific advance on the standard drop [...] the person's height and weight were used to determine how much slack would be provided in the rope so that the distance dropped would be enough to ensure that the neck was broken [...] Careful placement of the eye or knot of the noose (so that the head was jerked back as the rope tightened) contributed to breaking the neck".
Long-drop hanging is apparently still used in some countries where hanging is a method of capital punishment. Funnily enough, Wikipedia has a public version of a "drop chart", that determines length used during execution of people of different weights:
Now, my kit and method is as follows:
I plan on using manila rope that is 3/4 inch thick and rated to hold 695lbs. I've read that natural fibre ropes are preferred over nylon, polypropylene, or the like in other posts on sasu, and I suspect that in reality this rope could probably hold much more than 695lbs, and that 695 is just the "safe limit" for regulated use as per whatever government standards there are on material. I only weight ~150lbs, and even with the increase of force/energy from the drop, I really doubt it would break the rope (I am considering different things I could tie to the rope and do a "test drop"). This is backed by the fact that another website rates 3/4 inch manila rope as having a tensile strength of 4860lbs and a "safe load" limit of 690lbs (pretty consistent with the manufacturer).
Since I weigh ~150lbs, I would only need a drop of about 5 to 7 feet (as per the chart). I live in an area with a fair amount of footbridges which are easily much higher than 7ft, and if I were to CTB at night during a period of low-traffic, I doubt I would be found for some time. My current preferred spot is surrounded by trees at both ends, and since I would probably not need so much length, I suspect I could hang surrounded by trees. Aided by the low-visibility of night, I suspect I might not be found until the next morning.
In other posts I've seen people say that with full suspension, as long as you are sure the ligature can hold you, and you are sure that the point you are connected to will not break, there is very little that can go wrong. There isn't much way to stop a full suspension/drop hanging once you drop, and if done correctly, I think there's a fairly certain chance of losing consciousness almost instantly. Even just the simple jump method seems fairly lethal to me given a sufficient height, so to concentrate so much force into the neck seems effective to me
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