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Suicide Discussion

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Bad-luck
Help Everytime I want to CTB, i start to get scared
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7
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489
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
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Venting Humans love yelling
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10
Views
606
tbroken
tbroken
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry four - golden hour
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0
Views
386
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
drownll
Did anyone took DMT
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2
Views
370
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
sserafim
Why do I feel better after going outside?
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31
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1K
murmur
murmur
sserafim
Why do you have to contribute?
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33
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2K
Morte
Morte
sserafim
How do normies think that life is worth living?
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26
Views
1K
davidtorez
davidtorez
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  • Locked
What's the easiest and painless way to CBT?
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3
Views
415
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that existence is so evil makes me want to not exist much more
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9
Views
804
BardBarrie
B
S
Method Still searching for a holy grail method
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3
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1K
UKscotty
U
Eternal Despair
Venting fun and enjoyment
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0
Views
324
Eternal Despair
Eternal Despair
kvheeo
Venting Lost
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3
Views
426
jellie
jellie
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  • Poll
Poll: How many of you wait until one or more loved ones have passed?
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5
Views
429
sserafim
sserafim
F
Opened my SN package from MDS
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22
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2K
Polonium220
P
AnonymousL
Help Sleeping pills = benzo?
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4
Views
537
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
SanctionedSkittles
Am I just faking it?
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5
Views
743
Olisop21.
O
dinosavr
Venting once suicidal = always suicidal?
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8
Views
725
Relic
Relic
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Venting Lonely because people with a similar personality are very rare.
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8
Views
837
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
animism
I wrote my first goodbye letter
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3
Views
564
bajanpescadorabioso
B
B
Discussion How to say goodbye?
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8
Views
593
bajanpescadorabioso
B
L
Resource Fentanyl acquisition in Michigan/USA
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7
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1K
rotciv
rotciv
return.
Discussion What’s the point of living?
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22
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1K
BardBarrie
B
S
I just took 6000mg hydoxyzine mixed with 36000 trileptal
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11
Views
685
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
tragiclove1932
is it okay to miss one dose of metaclopramide?
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3
Views
291
tragiclove1932
tragiclove1932
F
Organ donation
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5
Views
420
Praestat_Mori
P
wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like their life is a punishment?
Replies
22
Views
593
Aim
Aim
Black Rose Bunny
Venting i don’t belong here
Replies
3
Views
479
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
GreyCTB
Help Oramorph / liquid morphine
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1
Views
400
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R
weakandscared
would this work?
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4
Views
500
weakandscared
weakandscared
snowbrand
Help are there any substances that make you feel less?
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20
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
Bad-luck
it's hard to find a easily available ctb method
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1
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting How commiting CTB affects the people arround me; and how I wish it didn't.
Replies
2
Views
478
StarryEyed
StarryEyed
Done_With_It_All
Help How uncomfortable is CO suicide?
Replies
3
Views
461
rozeske
R
Synodic912
Any way I can get Pentobarbital?
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2
Views
502
Synodic912
Synodic912
a flurry of knives
Venting Constant agony
Replies
6
Views
522
theboy
theboy
HaveYouEverThought
I think im CTB
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6
Views
1K
Username1359751
U
Coconteppi
Just talking I guess :)
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17
Views
821
Coconteppi
Coconteppi
CS~
Venting Drinking doesn’t help
Replies
15
Views
873
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
A
Good bye guys!
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12
Views
891
theboy
theboy
bonniebell
Not being loved is a valid reason to want be dead?
Replies
2
Views
342
Next
Next
thorsve
I don't wanna do this anymore
Replies
2
Views
392
theboy
theboy
destinationlosangel
Who is making you reconsider things? For me its my mum
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31
Views
2K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
I
I crave death so much. The thought of dying one day puts a smile to my face
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8
Views
583
theboy
theboy
A
Not sure how much longer I can go on but what can I do?
Replies
16
Views
1K
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting There is no point to existence
Replies
8
Views
966
Sebastian S S
Sebastian S S
vak
Venting I did a horrible thing - The dangers of saying goodbye
Replies
4
Views
1K
Endisclose
E
U
Thinking about drowning/hanging
Replies
5
Views
701
unabletocope
U
B
There is no point
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4
Views
636
unabletocope
U
D
Venting Does thinking about death bring you peace?
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32
Views
1K
bwerner
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Henryk
Venting It takes a lot of courage to be a "coward"
Replies
15
Views
1K
kindalone
kindalone
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