Discussion Do panic attacks make you scared to ctb?

[halleyscomet]

To all of those who have experienced panic attacks, does it effect your feelings about ctb?

Since panic attacks in a way, are caused by some kind of si - does it make you scared to ctb?

For me, I get panic attacks on a daily basis. It makes me scared to carry out my plan because if I fail or I don't take enough substances to calm me down - I'm afraid of the anxiety and the physical symptoms of it as it's fucking horrible and I don't want to deal with that in my last moments.

 

[divinemistress87]

Panic attacks always get in the way of planning ctb

 

[bipbapbop]

I was just on the brink of CTB and had a panic attack that made me too scared to do anything. It's so unfortunate because i still want to CTB, just another hurdle to getting there.