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Charcoal

Charcoal

Member
Mar 11, 2024
66
I have my SN since 2 Weeks from a Poland Source, and all other things (meto, benzo, painkiller)
My feeling is good with my CTB Resources.

I find it make my life easier, i can take it when ever i will, or nothing.

It gives me the feeling of being in control of my life, in the truest sense of the word
 
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st4r53t

st4r53t

Endlessly endeavor. This is finding infinity.
Nov 26, 2023
39
I do the same. i feel that i can leave here at any time now, i don't have to think about other ways anymore.
 
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grahf

Broken English from Indonesia
Mar 3, 2024
140
I feel afraid if my SN fail
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
I have my SN since 2 Weeks from a Poland Source, and all other things (meto, benzo, painkiller)
My feeling is good with my CTB Resources.

I find it make my life easier, i can take it when ever i will, or nothing.

It gives me the feeling of being in control of my life, in the truest sense of the word
Absolutely the same filling. After I got it I fill much better, but at the same time now I have some thoughts about failing the attempt.
 
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Painfu.Ll.suffering

Painfu.Ll.suffering

My D
Sep 17, 2023
171
The ppeh says one needs meto and ondansenteron.... Or if no ondansenteron haloperidol... Wtf...
 

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heysunshine

Member
Feb 27, 2024
56
getting my sn literally changed everything. It's like having a good friend that I enjoy spending time with move next door. I'm so much more relaxed about everything because I know it's right there waiting for me whenever I feel ready... which is more often than not these days.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
I think I know how you feel, just having the resources on hand I think would help me alot. "In control" as you said.
I have my SN since 2 Weeks from a Poland Source, and all other things (meto, benzo, painkiller)
My feeling is good with my CTB Resources.

I find it make my life easier, i can take it when ever i will, or nothing.

It gives me the feeling of being in control of my life, in the truest sense of the word
 
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Lifeaffirmingchoice

deserved so much better
Mar 22, 2024
327
I have my SN since 2 Weeks from a Poland Source, and all other things (meto, benzo, painkiller)
My feeling is good with my CTB Resources.

I find it make my life easier, i can take it when ever i will, or nothing.

It gives me the feeling of being in control of my life, in the truest sense of the word
Me too 100%
 

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