Thoughts.

[jeni-chan4]

I want to experience death. I am envious of those who have been able to have bodily autonomy and choose how and when they're going to die. We are all going to die at some point and I want to do it on my own terms when I'm ready. I think people who cling so desperately to life and existence are weak. I think you are the strongest person in the world if you have experienced death at your own hands. People call it the cowards way out, but it takes an immense amount of bravery. I admire those who choose death over life.