Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,193
One of my friends vented about a personal situation
Everyone was receptive and open. Even when the topic was about family
But my proms are too intensive
I can't have those conversations
My severe trauma and mental health issues isolate me in a way in which me choosing to speak makes people uncomfortable
They get frustrated
They tell me I talk to fast
They tell me to repeat myself
And then the "that sucks sorry" or "we can't help you"
So now, I don't give a fuck if people tell me to say how I feel
I will keep my mouth shut
Because I'm too much
I don't care if it causes me to implode on myself
That's what people want me to do by way of shutting up
I'm giving them what they want
Everyone was receptive and open. Even when the topic was about family
But my proms are too intensive
I can't have those conversations
My severe trauma and mental health issues isolate me in a way in which me choosing to speak makes people uncomfortable
They get frustrated
They tell me I talk to fast
They tell me to repeat myself
And then the "that sucks sorry" or "we can't help you"
So now, I don't give a fuck if people tell me to say how I feel
I will keep my mouth shut
Because I'm too much
I don't care if it causes me to implode on myself
That's what people want me to do by way of shutting up
I'm giving them what they want