The only way I can see myself dying is ctb

[melancholymallory03]

I won't let myself die any other way, it will be by my own control , I won't let life throw me around and take me where it wants to. I won't let myself be consumed by the hate , I will free myself from this suffering one way or another. I can't bear the weight of the world anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.

 

[melancholymallory03]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.

Thank you :( you as well , today I woke up and I feel like total shit. I can't wait until I have enough energy to order SN …. I've been selling myself to afford a new computer for sn and things because I don't wanna get scammed or exposed for buying it , maybe a little paranoid but I am nervous about a welfare check, the system has already triggered me so much.

I can't wait to let my soul free. death by my own hands is all I want