Tyra
Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
- Jul 22, 2026
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Because I have agoraphobia and social anxiety, I purposefully made myself vomit to get out of a situation.
I drank so much mustard and water. And then I wasn't throwing up so I drank a lot of salt and water.
But I realized, I'm just going to constantly be put into these situations.
When I drank the mustard water and then the salt water, I imagining it was SN. And I felt really at peace.
This is a sign that it's time for me to die. It's pretty ironic how I consumed salt water too.
I drank so much mustard and water. And then I wasn't throwing up so I drank a lot of salt and water.
But I realized, I'm just going to constantly be put into these situations.
When I drank the mustard water and then the salt water, I imagining it was SN. And I felt really at peace.
This is a sign that it's time for me to die. It's pretty ironic how I consumed salt water too.
