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Suicide Discussion

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AtomicWaffles
The rope is on the way and I am very excited
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10
Views
722
UKscotty
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Boudika
Help I'm going to ctb today and probably tomorrow my grandpa will find me. Is there anything I can do to make sure he doesn't have a heart attack?
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9
Views
714
hopeless08
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Adûnâi
Method Prescription-only antiemetics
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6
Views
668
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
Empty Smile
Think i stumbled across my new way to ctb and make it look accidental
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20
Views
2K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
M
Homelessness or CBT
Replies
32
Views
2K
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
YandereMikuMistress
Venting I know-or i dont
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0
Views
249
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
Aim
Help Anyone that has experiences with oxycodone
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22
Views
1K
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
tsumuguxi
Venting I did it. I ordered what I need to ctb.
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6
Views
424
remcycler
remcycler
I
Sn administration - syringe or capsule?
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5
Views
387
idontknow99
I
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my school banned this site
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10
Views
619
wilbursoot6969
wilbursoot6969
wistfulness
My CTB Plan
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0
Views
375
wistfulness
wistfulness
IHurtTheOneILove
Help Partial Hanging Fail
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3
Views
959
Praestat_Mori
P
prettycvnt
Meto/AE Source in USA
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4
Views
671
prettycvnt
prettycvnt
leavingthesoultrap
  • Locked
Escitalopram and SN
Replies
17
Views
930
oddetoad
O
C
Back and forth
Replies
6
Views
379
NoOneLovesMiMi
NoOneLovesMiMi
FuneralCry
Venting I hate when people say ignorant things like “if you really wanted to ctb you’d be already gone”
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34
Views
2K
8daysperweek
8daysperweek
counting-out-time
If there is a god. Then there is no escape!
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36
Views
1K
WeDontKnowTheFuture
W
Ferret77
  • Question
What's the hardest thing you've had to deal with in your life so far?
Replies
25
Views
870
until death
U
K
Frustrated With The Lack of Psychological Resources
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4
Views
356
callme
callme
Codename_Joryu
Story I saved someone's life and I feel bad about it
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11
Views
1K
Codename_Joryu
Codename_Joryu
hi-okbye
the torturous cycle of remembering
Replies
2
Views
316
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
The Disqualified
Venting Life is unfair
Replies
1
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
palem00n
Help Charcoal method
Replies
4
Views
537
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
B
Help Finishing the year
Replies
3
Views
312
neurotica
N
leninitsbeenaweek
Venting i can't do this anymore
Replies
3
Views
433
Vines
V
FuneralCry
Venting It’s really horrifying how we cannot just choose to permanently die in peace
Replies
1
Views
294
Forever Sleep
F
wasteandvoid
Discussion Are you in a hopeless situation? Do you think you will escape?
Replies
38
Views
2K
kvsvenky100
K
K
Method Exiting sooner than CTB date
Replies
7
Views
519
CheekyPhobia
CheekyPhobia
LazarusOpus
Discussion leaving notes
Replies
2
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Method stabbing carotid artery?
Replies
5
Views
1K
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
K
Venting People who tries to stop you from CTB'ing yet they have a CTB date themselves
Replies
4
Views
518
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting I need to tell someone
Replies
11
Views
830
Aplev
A
M
Charcoal
Replies
8
Views
803
baabbaabbaab
B
apistatcommander
Help Blacking out by pressing carotid artery
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1
Views
550
Praestat_Mori
P
apistatcommander
Help How can I make myself pass out for around an hour, or a few hours?
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0
Views
273
apistatcommander
apistatcommander
D
Involuntary psych ward hold rules(US)
Replies
13
Views
788
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
IHurtTheOneILove
Venting Whats the point of getting better?
Replies
4
Views
390
oddetoad
O
xX.mlnchli
Discussion depression
Replies
5
Views
416
Kit1
K
The Schizoid
Why don't more of us consider the jumping method?
Replies
35
Views
3K
doomedtolive
doomedtolive
underscore_nine
Discussion why do i continue to try even though ill be dead?
Replies
6
Views
448
Forever Sleep
F
A
  • Locked
I need help with my ex
Replies
17
Views
614
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
BlazingBob
I just wanted to be loved
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0
Views
255
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
spooky_kxtty
  • Question
Help Shallow water blackout: how to succeed?
Replies
13
Views
2K
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
FuneralCry
Venting Why do other people believe they have the right to decide if people should be allowed to ctb or not?
Replies
18
Views
877
jbear824
jbear824
A
Can someone just tell me to do it
Replies
10
Views
618
aldennn
A
L
Jumping advice
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0
Views
348
Lostindespair3
L
FuneralCry
Venting Venting about wishing to die on here
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27
Views
1K
new2blue
new2blue
Wooshe
If being a better person means understanding how horrible you truly are. Is it still worth it?
Replies
0
Views
546
Wooshe
Wooshe
AtomicWaffles
Help Best rope for partial hanging (specifics)
Replies
8
Views
2K
wanttodie
wanttodie
sincerely dead
Making new friendships | Guilt & shame?
Replies
2
Views
324
doneforlife
D
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