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Suicide Discussion

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Carbon monoxide attempt (again)
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11
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thegoldengirls
thegoldengirls
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Help Need help w meto, amitriptyline Xanax, some diazepam and alcohol
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15
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948
reborn87
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  • Poll
Discussion Do you plan on leaving a suicide note?
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42
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3K
Doemu
Doemu
sserafim
Does the act of planning ctb fill anyone else with immense anxiety?
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31
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2K
sserafim
sserafim
venin
What addictions do you have?
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71
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3K
Save_Me_Mind
Save_Me_Mind
white_petals
Help SH methods that aren't cutting?
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1
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417
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
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advice on overcoming my fear of pain
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1
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300
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Method Anti emetics timing
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1
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484
Talvikki
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Thank you
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1
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436
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Decayed
going to ctb tomorrow is it bad i’m excited?
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13
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976
Doemu
Doemu
Echo
Discussion Do you have a will set up
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19
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1K
Cara7177
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MikUma
Method How should I write my letters?
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3
Views
546
Cara7177
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imdepressed999
I survived Fentanyl poisoning... God saved me
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36
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3K
Doemu
Doemu
FuneralCry
Venting I envy those who managed to cease existing on their own terms
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4
Views
603
Doemu
Doemu
Oudenophobia
  • Poll
Discussion To die alone, or to die alongside another.
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27
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1K
Oudenophobia
Oudenophobia
4everDone
Jumping places in Germany?
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2
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364
4everDone
4everDone
David8886
Big WHY
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1
Views
337
4everDone
4everDone
sitring_lonely
  • Question
Help Breaking legs
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0
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360
sitring_lonely
sitring_lonely
CocoToxBase
Help How to take a pill
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6
Views
1K
Cara7177
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miiau_
Venting feeling like things will always be bad
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2
Views
406
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
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Just realized
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26
Views
992
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting This site became too mainstream and pro-life
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69
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8K
pole
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Venting Richard Cory
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2
Views
550
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
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  • Question
Etomethazene
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4
Views
490
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
WhenTheyCry
Sometimes I fantasize killing myself and leaving behind a suicide note of my past bullies, and them losing their jobs and becoming ...
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9
Views
857
F@#$
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Angel of Spades
Help how to deal with hunger?
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5
Views
711
bipolar22
bipolar22
CTB Dream
Venting Dissolve
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4
Views
462
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
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A scaredy-cat like me is about to do ctb in few days
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1
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456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Why isn't insulin popular here?! I keep on reading over and over how it's painless.
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3
Views
932
cappuccinogirl
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Groundhog_Day
Link between having neurotic personality type, and wanting to ctb.
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1
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360
TiredOfAllThis
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Silent Raindrops
Seems like I have made this site my new home...
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0
Views
303
Silent Raindrops
Silent Raindrops
silentgoodbye
Venting im spiraling again.
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2
Views
427
Silent Raindrops
Silent Raindrops
popbob
Discussion Have you ever been forced to harm yourself?
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6
Views
433
sserafim
sserafim
mirroredmind
  • Question
Method ctb method
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11
Views
992
rozeske
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Jumping place
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1
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416
Zany
Zany
onbekend
Venting Next two weeks...
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1
Views
363
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
the_path_of_sorrows
Thinking abt that lucky neighbor jumper
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3
Views
726
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Supplies list for using SN in car?
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5
Views
617
the old man
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sserafim
Does anyone else view their existence as tragic?
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14
Views
786
TiredOfAllThis
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Saga
Discussion ever wished you were normal and okay?
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43
Views
3K
kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom
CTB Dream
Venting No god
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1
Views
471
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
antilife
Anyone else struggling with basic care?
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21
Views
912
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
sserafim
Does anyone else want to ctb as an act of rebellion?
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4
Views
479
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
divinemistress87
Jumping
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3
Views
620
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
FutureHanger
Discussion what life plans are you mad you'll miss out on? Also have you planned on leaving something behind for people you know?
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17
Views
841
Forever Sleep
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Toobrokentofix
Shit poem about the age old dilemma
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3
Views
455
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
restless.dreams
Help How to test CO method?
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7
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
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Venting Too scared to die, too scared to live
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1
Views
411
UKscotty
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obei
Help Can this hold me if I partial hang?
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1
Views
345
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
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Method Accounts of suicide by stabbing self in the heart - how realistic, or not?
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13
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2K
lifeisbutadream
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