why do i do this to myself

[mimi2161]

I hate how I feel when I like someone. I always like them so much to the point that i idolise them in my head and then get disappointed when they are (obviously) not perfect and cannot just read my mind to understand what i feel. I hate this. Maybe I just chase after people who are bad for me i dont know anymore. Today i got approached by a man and it made me really anxious and shaky. I told him about it and his response was making jokes and saying wow how could another man talk to my girl; i just wanted him to ask me if i was okay. Ill probably be fine in the morning, just a quick vent.

 

[Worndown]

Relationships are difficult to manage sometimes. Even the thought can run away on you. Not easy to pace yourself.