sleepydeaths
plus ultra
- Sep 26, 2025
- 32
venting here so i don't make said friend feel bad
a friend (fellow trans man) sent a picture of his cut hair and it made me feel extremely dysphoric and hateful of my own (not transitioned yet, unable to) feminine appearance and how i refer to myself in masculine terms, but i don't pass or look it at all.
i hate being trans, i hate being stuck in a body that doesn't feel like mine, i hate feeling jealous of someone else when im supposed to be happy for him, especially my own friend.
i wish iwas aborted. that would've been a mercy. i wish i had a method
a friend (fellow trans man) sent a picture of his cut hair and it made me feel extremely dysphoric and hateful of my own (not transitioned yet, unable to) feminine appearance and how i refer to myself in masculine terms, but i don't pass or look it at all.
i hate being trans, i hate being stuck in a body that doesn't feel like mine, i hate feeling jealous of someone else when im supposed to be happy for him, especially my own friend.
i wish iwas aborted. that would've been a mercy. i wish i had a method
