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Venting i hate being trans

sleepydeaths

sleepydeaths

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Sep 26, 2025
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venting here so i don't make said friend feel bad

a friend (fellow trans man) sent a picture of his cut hair and it made me feel extremely dysphoric and hateful of my own (not transitioned yet, unable to) feminine appearance and how i refer to myself in masculine terms, but i don't pass or look it at all.

i hate being trans, i hate being stuck in a body that doesn't feel like mine, i hate feeling jealous of someone else when im supposed to be happy for him, especially my own friend.

i wish iwas aborted. that would've been a mercy. i wish i had a method
 
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