Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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The older I get the more strange and evil this world feels. I don't feel warmth anymore outside or even inside. Oblivion is said to be our true home. I picture it as a place of clouds that's dimly lit and where we're all snug in our own cloud adjacent to everyone else while not being aware of anyone else. 😴 💤
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Hopefully..
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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You cant feel anything after death oblivion because you won't exist forever

There are no clouds no sleep nothing. It's like before I was born I didn't exist

That's what I want to not exist forever...
 
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divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Eternal warm blanket
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
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Hopefully Oblivion is eternal nothingness, and not like the game. That would be... hellish.
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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I welcome the crystal void of oblivion
 
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LetMeBeSad

Student
Sep 21, 2023
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Hopefully there is absolutely no existence after this. I would like to not exist.
 
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LetMeBeSad

Student
Sep 21, 2023
162
How do I get to the point of wanting that?
I suffered a lot through life. That's how I have gotten there. It is to the point where I am day by day now. Being dragged through each 24 hours by the few, but very deep connections I do share with people. I really don't want the possibility of more trudging after I die.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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I suffered a lot through life. That's how I have gotten there. It is to the point where I am day by day now. Being dragged through each 24 hours by the few, but very deep connections I do share with people. I really don't want the possibility of more trudging after I die.
I struggle each day too, but I still want things to be good again like they once were many years ago, so I hope there's more good after death. I guess people are just wired differently and want different things.
 
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migimortis

migimortis

Love It Or Waste It.
Jan 15, 2024
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Eternal slumber in nothingness. The final solution. No drug could ever compare.
 
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LetMeBeSad

Student
Sep 21, 2023
162
I struggle each day too, but I still want things to be good again like they once were many years ago, so I hope there's more good after death. I guess people are just wired differently and want different things.
My earliest memory is being raped by my grandfather. It's never been good for me. I do hope that if there is an afterlife, it's as nice as you picture it. I just struggle to believe it can be good.
 
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0000000000000

A clown 🤡
Jan 2, 2023
201
You can tell this world is not right when you are aware of things like:

The "peace" in the world is because countries are threatening each other with nuclear weapons.

For some, being a shitty person without empathy is part of their definition of being 'mature'.

Psychopaths are better able to adapt to this world.

When there are people who defend a fetus much more than a person, but after it is born they don't give a damn about what happens to the child.

When people do not alleviate someone's suffering in a reasonable time but expect the person to continue living in misery for them.

Ah man, i wish things were different.
 
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Anon1337

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547
You won't exist. It won't feel like anything.
 
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