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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,416
In my case, time will only create more wounds as I always have the chance to suffer as long as I'm alive. Though, with regards to what you actually mean, I can relate as I should have gotten better from my awful childhood yet I don't think I ever will. I hate at how I never made a single friend during childhood
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,030
My life from birth to 14/15 was hell and slowly crawled out of that hell. Even found happiness for a couple of decades or so - despite the ongoing flashbacks, nightmares etc, but coped and lived. But time has not healed. In my late 40s, the first 14/15 years of my life still haunts me - no healing and the poison never left.
 
Raven2

Raven2

Experienced
Dec 1, 2022
253
It's just a lie. nearly just as raw now as it was at the time. I've tried to move on but emotionally I'm stuck in time.
 

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