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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
270
It's been more than five years now, and I still remember the things they've done to me. I feel that death is the only escape.
 
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LittleCupcake

Experienced
Mar 14, 2024
205
Same, 14 years later I still cry myself to sleep most nights. It's tough
 
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teajay1

teajay1

crazy cat lady
Mar 27, 2024
90
i'm still very hurt from all the traumatic events i went through my whole life. they always said time would heal things, well i've been just perpetually sad since and it's only getting worse everyday :(
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
178
feels like it gets worse as time goes on
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,803
In my case, time will only create more wounds as I always have the chance to suffer as long as I'm alive. Though, with regards to what you actually mean, I can relate as I should have gotten better from my awful childhood yet I don't think I ever will. I hate at how I never made a single friend during childhood
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,100
My life from birth to 14/15 was hell and slowly crawled out of that hell. Even found happiness for a couple of decades or so - despite the ongoing flashbacks, nightmares etc, but coped and lived. But time has not healed. In my late 40s, the first 14/15 years of my life still haunts me - no healing and the poison never left.
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
728
Correct, in a lot of ways it only makes them heavier
 
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Raven2

Raven2

Specialist
Dec 1, 2022
390
It's just a lie. nearly just as raw now as it was at the time. I've tried to move on but emotionally I'm stuck in time.
 

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