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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion What’s the point of living?
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BardBarrie
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I just took 6000mg hydoxyzine mixed with 36000 trileptal
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11
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702
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
tragiclove1932
is it okay to miss one dose of metaclopramide?
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3
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301
tragiclove1932
tragiclove1932
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Organ donation
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5
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433
Praestat_Mori
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wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like their life is a punishment?
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22
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608
Aim
Aim
Black Rose Bunny
Venting i don’t belong here
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3
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493
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
GreyCTB
Help Oramorph / liquid morphine
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1
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410
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weakandscared
would this work?
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4
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515
weakandscared
weakandscared
snowbrand
Help are there any substances that make you feel less?
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20
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
Bad-luck
it's hard to find a easily available ctb method
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1
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414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting How commiting CTB affects the people arround me; and how I wish it didn't.
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2
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494
StarryEyed
StarryEyed
Done_With_It_All
Help How uncomfortable is CO suicide?
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3
Views
475
rozeske
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Synodic912
Any way I can get Pentobarbital?
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2
Views
515
Synodic912
Synodic912
a flurry of knives
Venting Constant agony
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6
Views
545
theboy
theboy
HaveYouEverThought
I think im CTB
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6
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1K
Username1359751
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Coconteppi
Just talking I guess :)
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17
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843
Coconteppi
Coconteppi
CS~
Venting Drinking doesn’t help
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15
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893
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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Good bye guys!
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12
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900
theboy
theboy
bonniebell
Not being loved is a valid reason to want be dead?
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2
Views
351
Next
Next
thorsve
I don't wanna do this anymore
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2
Views
404
theboy
theboy
destinationlosangel
Who is making you reconsider things? For me its my mum
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31
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2K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
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I crave death so much. The thought of dying one day puts a smile to my face
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8
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601
theboy
theboy
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Not sure how much longer I can go on but what can I do?
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16
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1K
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting There is no point to existence
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8
Views
979
Sebastian S S
Sebastian S S
vak
Venting I did a horrible thing - The dangers of saying goodbye
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4
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1K
Endisclose
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U
Thinking about drowning/hanging
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5
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713
unabletocope
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B
There is no point
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4
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649
unabletocope
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Venting Does thinking about death bring you peace?
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32
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1K
bwerner
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Henryk
Venting It takes a lot of courage to be a "coward"
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15
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1K
kindalone
kindalone
Ambivalent1
If your problems were resolved, would you want to live?
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32
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Ash
Story Isn't it ironic, don't you think?
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1
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383
Soontobegoner
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Ash
Method Natural poisons
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5
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1K
Praestat_Mori
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E
Is having high cholesterol/junking good for ctb with SN?
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2
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385
Endisclose
E
D
Help How much domperidone to use for SN?
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1
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523
LifelessStranger
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D
Peaceful
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3
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654
jacobryan
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Story Benadryl
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2
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486
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
strangelife
Method Propofol from veterinary
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9
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1K
strangelife
strangelife
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I wish God would let me CTB because I’m sick of the BPD cycle
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2
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472
grahf
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Venting Arrested intellectual development
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15
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969
Olisop21.
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StaringIntoAnAbyss
Help Dealing with halicunations
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8
Views
774
BojackHorseman
BojackHorseman
conveniently_dead
Venting Has anyone else accepted the fact they'll never find the courage to ctb?
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29
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2K
xmissellax
xmissellax
sserafim
Do you believe that life is worth living?
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83
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3K
LostInTheWoods
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pineapple-chicken
Venting I'm so tired
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8
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700
TiredOfAllThis
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tbroken
Living with parents
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5
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624
whywere
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RuntimeError
Discussion Artificial General Intelligence
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6
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429
GreyCTB
GreyCTB
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SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS METHOD
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2
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368
rozeske
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Darkover
why are we being forced to tolerate this awful shit life and shithole world?
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13
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1K
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
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Could anyone PM me a source for sodium NITRITE in the US?
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0
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287
seekingrelease22
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Fennec123
Discussion Do handwritten suicide notes have any legal standing? (in terms of being a will)
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4
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477
rozeske
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califtom
Discussion anyone considering CTB due to debt?
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15
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727
Lostone47
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