Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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?
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
Yes, very much so
 
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gulp

gulp

Member
May 21, 2023
60
meh i could say that, bad comments directed to me put me in a kinda sad mood, tho it usually changes to anger
 
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silence of death

silence of death

Member
May 20, 2023
58
it mostly depends on the situation and if i know the person i'm talking to, if a stranger start to scream at me i will laugh at him, but if my parent tell me something like, you don't belong in my house anymore, i'll cry for days
 
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leftdreaming

leftdreaming

I should’ve been a house cat
Apr 28, 2023
170
Sensitive and empathetic and stubborn.

I thought it was a good thing growing up, but time has taught me that idealism gets you nowhere. When you fight for others, people hate you, including those you fight for. You bear the pain of a world that doesn't want anything to do with you. I wouldn't forgive myself for keeping to myself either, so I'm stuck in the cycle.

It's probably why I'm here lol
 
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rushia

rushia

Member
Feb 27, 2023
12
Yes very. I had many meltdowns as a kid which made me dropout of school entirely. I numbed out entirely after that.
 
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expiredfckmeat

Member
Apr 11, 2023
33
Sensitive? Yep. Hurts.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Yeah, More than I'd care to admit. That and numerous other reasons why I wish I was fckn dead already.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
932
I am, don't know where I got it from either since my mum is like the most laid-back person you'd ever meet, my dad was pretty chill most of the time too. I'm a highly-strung, oversensitive, borderline toxic mess who will never be happy. I hate being me, there is no cure for what's wrong with me when it's just myself. I can't change it.
 
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BloomingStrella

BloomingStrella

bus tickets are expensive
Mar 29, 2023
285
Yes. Though I have a very hard time expressing my emotions, so most of the time it just looks like I'm apathetic.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
I'm a borderline empath, and highly sensitive person. Life would be so much easier if I had a heart of stone.
 
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XXXWRLD

XXXWRLD

Member
May 22, 2023
49
hypersensitive
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Data-gatherer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,938
I would say so, I guess I'm just not meant for something so awful as existing in general, existing bothers me and it's too painful to think about all the suffering that exists here, I only wish to wake up from the torturous nightmare that is existence and return to nothingness.
 
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blank_slab

blank_slab

Crazy crazed person
May 17, 2023
105
I'm very sensitive and little things hurt my feelings but I've stopped being able to show it and i've grown to just joke and move on even though the things people say truly hurt me and make me live in a world where i feel everyone secretly hates me
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I'm sensitive to a fault. I seem to care way more about things than other people and it makes me feel lonely.
 
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S00359641

S00359641

Likes to sleep/sleep in
Mar 2, 2023
18
I only just realised recently that i certainly am. Probably something to do with insecurities and being stubborn i guess.
 
Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

đź“ś Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
363
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
Sadly too much. I'm hypersensitive and tend to misintepret common behaviors as a kind of criticism towards me. I have difficulty expressing emotions though, so I keep it all inside and put the frustration on myself. People tend to think I'm apathetic.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Not at all, I stopped caring what others do or say years ago.

Once you awaken to the hopelessness and pointlessness of life, you are truly awake.
 
silent star

silent star

Soon I will forget this life
Apr 30, 2023
95
100% yes
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
Sensitive and empathetic and stubborn.

I thought it was a good thing growing up, but time has taught me that idealism gets you nowhere. When you fight for others, people hate you, including those you fight for. You bear the pain of a world that doesn't want anything to do with you. I wouldn't forgive myself for keeping to myself either, so I'm stuck in the cycle.

It's probably why I'm here lol
Sensitive and empathetic and stubborn.

Omg, this describes me to a T
 
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LadyApple

LadyApple

We just want to go home early.
Feb 17, 2020
117
Yes you are indeed my friend. Very stubborn won't take a no for an answer. Maybe that's why you went to MIT. Sorry if I was kinda lost patient with you for a bit before you went. I really want you to end your suffering.
 

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