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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
A
A hotline called me angry and abusive for talking about my worries?
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0
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330
Ah.ow
A
Bad-luck
Help Can music make ctb-ing easier?
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15
Views
766
iloverachel
I
qu13t5l33p
Anyone else want a slow death?
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17
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1K
Meimi18
Meimi18
GreyCTB
Fear of never seeing loved ones again in the afterlife
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2
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362
Pluto
Pluto
D
NSFW Does anyone want to CTB because of a porn addiction?
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11
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1K
DrinkyCrow
DrinkyCrow
Meimi18
Venting Hope all my friends forget about me
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0
Views
284
Meimi18
Meimi18
L
Help Thoughts on DXM OD?
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4
Views
807
DrinkyCrow
DrinkyCrow
cryvinglightning
does anyone remember the blue whale challenge?
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9
Views
869
dweams
dweams
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What's the last thing you'd ever want to see?
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0
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298
AbsurdAbyss
AbsurdAbyss
D
I feel like I’m losing the love of my life
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1
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512
m_h_d
M
D
Venting A waste of a body
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9
Views
798
brokeandbroken
B
EternalDaydreaming
Discussion What are song lyrics that have some meaning for you
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37
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3K
tbroken
tbroken
itsover404
I'm gonna miss everyone. I'm sorry to my mom, and to the people that love me.
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1
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434
Callie
Callie
smudge_0404
Mother problems
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3
Views
594
BrainShower
BrainShower
gonnaregretthis
Hi Again...
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2
Views
514
Unknown21
Unknown21
sserafim
Does anyone else feel already dead?
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49
Views
2K
Davout
Davout
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  • Poll
Poll: Should prisoners be able to receive assisted suicide?
Replies
38
Views
2K
pilotviolin
pilotviolin
SquidsCuts
Venting Razor blades are terrifying
Replies
4
Views
951
rozeske
R
D
Discussion Military/Rebellious group
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6
Views
704
tbroken
tbroken
bonniebell
I'm going to ctb today
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14
Views
834
rozeske
R
throneofdispair03
Help help with passing out - carotid artery
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1
Views
614
randomsomeonein
R
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Sometimes I fantasize about an extremely violent death.
Replies
14
Views
1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What does death mean to you?
Replies
19
Views
752
tbroken
tbroken
N
Venting Just needed to get it out
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0
Views
427
nicbaby
N
DiglySilly
Venting I hate being myself
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0
Views
339
DiglySilly
DiglySilly
distintivocorazon
Help Am I even suicidal?
Replies
2
Views
617
distintivocorazon
distintivocorazon
Spades
Venting Struggling with eating disorder and can't breathe properly, I feel very alone and want to ctb
Replies
13
Views
978
Spades
Spades
annxietty
People
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1
Views
434
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
D
Got SN and protonitazepyne. ( Drinking beer after a year right now)
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0
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330
doughmixer1982
D
Bad-luck
Help Everytime I want to CTB, i start to get scared
Replies
7
Views
514
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
U
Venting Humans love yelling
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10
Views
627
tbroken
tbroken
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry four - golden hour
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0
Views
403
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
drownll
Did anyone took DMT
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2
Views
394
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
sserafim
Why do I feel better after going outside?
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31
Views
1K
murmur
murmur
sserafim
Why do you have to contribute?
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33
Views
2K
Morte
Morte
sserafim
How do normies think that life is worth living?
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26
Views
1K
davidtorez
davidtorez
L
  • Locked
What's the easiest and painless way to CBT?
Replies
3
Views
426
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that existence is so evil makes me want to not exist much more
Replies
9
Views
812
BardBarrie
B
S
Method Still searching for a holy grail method
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3
Views
1K
UKscotty
U
Eternal Despair
Venting fun and enjoyment
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0
Views
333
Eternal Despair
Eternal Despair
kvheeo
Venting Lost
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3
Views
446
jellie
jellie
N
  • Poll
Poll: How many of you wait until one or more loved ones have passed?
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5
Views
441
sserafim
sserafim
F
Opened my SN package from MDS
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22
Views
2K
Polonium220
P
AnonymousL
Help Sleeping pills = benzo?
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4
Views
554
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
SanctionedSkittles
Am I just faking it?
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5
Views
765
Olisop21.
O
dinosavr
Venting once suicidal = always suicidal?
Replies
8
Views
746
Relic
Relic
0000000000000
Venting Lonely because people with a similar personality are very rare.
Replies
8
Views
848
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
animism
I wrote my first goodbye letter
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3
Views
588
bajanpescadorabioso
B
B
Discussion How to say goodbye?
Replies
8
Views
616
bajanpescadorabioso
B
L
Resource Fentanyl acquisition in Michigan/USA
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7
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1K
rotciv
rotciv
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