Anyone else want a slow death?

[qu13t5l33p]

Maybe my priorities are off, since death by any easy and peaceful method would be wonderful, but I feel like I'd enjoy a slow death better. Laying there as the drugs shut down my body, or as I bleed out, maybe even a long fall from some extreme height would give me the opportunity to think to myself, "I did it. I'm finally dying. I'm going to be set free." It would allow me to revel in the feeling of achieving something I've been aching to have for so long, as I embrace the peace of the void. Does anyone else have a similar sentiment?

 

[Adûnâi]

The best would probably be hypothermia. Damn you, global warming!

 

[breezeboy]

Yep. I've always wanted to be able to know that I succeeded.
I don't know if I necessarily want it to be slow but I wouldn't mind some agony.

I want to lay there bleeding out and know my life is just draining away. That I did it.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

No…

The dying part holds no interest for me, other than understand how it works in order to achieve death. Death on the other hand, I find fascinating and intriguing.

 

[Fractal]

If I have no other way than I'm fine with dying slowly, but if given the option, i opt to die as fast as possible. I've been dying slowly in pain for years now, so I've had my share of reveling in death.

 

[sserafim]

No, I think I'd want a quick, painless and peaceful death over a slow and drawn out one. I just want to be done with life asap

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

slow death? isn't that called life?

 

[Return2themoonlight]

As wild as that sounds, I feel you. I have a katana Ive been wanting to plunge in my chest or stomach and just slowly drift away through the night but im somewhat scared I'll be found before I fully pass and end up surviving.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Yes.

The thought of blowing my brains out to instant nothingness is a bit much even for me.

I want euthanized and to slip away slowly like going to sleep, when you go to bed tired you don't really think of being unconscious or (faux dead)

Id like it to be that way, hence why I'm not dead yet.

 

[PoorYorick]

I feel like I'd enjoy a slow death better

I recently discovered that I must drown diving by myself, Martin Eden's way. Maybe with some weight to help go down. That's the only death that would give me the consciousness of dying. Freezing is not like that, because your brain probably stops working first. I had an episode of hipothermy and I couldn't talk and think well.

Maybe hanging would also be ok. And anything more?

Summarizing, I probably feel the same as you. Experiencing death seems to me more important than leaving this world. That would mean living to the last second, not sleeping it through.

Something like I heard was samurais' motto: live beautifully and die beautifully.

 

[theboy]

no thanks

 

[UKscotty]

No thanks. One breath of H2S or a syringe of fent and gone in 20 seconds will do me just fine.

 

[DiglySilly]

I have been thinking a lot about mutilating some parts of my body to bleed to death or electrocute myself.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Maybe my priorities are off, since death by any easy and peaceful method would be wonderful, but I feel like I'd enjoy a slow death better. Laying there as the drugs shut down my body, or as I bleed out, maybe even a long fall from some extreme height would give me the opportunity to think to myself, "I did it. I'm finally dying. I'm going to be set free." It would allow me to revel in the feeling of achieving something I've been aching to have for so long, as I embrace the peace of the void. Does anyone else have a similar sentiment?

As long as it didn't hurt it wouldn't bother me but would prefer a quick one

 

[sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft]

honestly, ive never thought about it like that, but your perspective really made me reconsider my feelings about death. there is in fact something satisfying in allowing yourself time to celebrate the achieved goal before going

 

[lifewasawillowtv]

Ideally I'd want a violent death which I guess could go hand in hand with your slow death depending on the method. Personally I want a violent but quick death (via a shotgun to the head) because I think it's more symbolic that way.

 

[cantthinkofusername]

theres really no feeling as peaceful as knowing you're close to death
idk u cant really put it into words but ill never forget that feeling of acceptance and peace and freedom and tranquility

 

[Meimi18]

I feel this
I know for a fact it'd probably be better to go one moment alive to instantly dead the next, but a part of me wants to be aware of the whole dying process.
It'll probably be full of fear/regret considering SI, but still