I have been addicted to porn since I was 10, and it really ruined my life. Does anyone else want to CTB because of a porn addiction?
How can porn addiction be a reason for ctb? If you have time you can still try making lifestyle changes and fix your problem. There are so many free tutorials on the internet for self-therapy
Am sorry this happened to you at such a young age. 10 is too young to have been exposed to that stuff in the first place. But there are medications and therapy to help with that. I wouldn't ctb just to escape my addiction. Have you tried to first see someone about it? Good luck in your journey.
AlexYaBoy
The Lord of Dribblers
- Mar 11, 2024
- 134
I don't think he meant that the addiction itself is behind his reasoning, but rather the consequences of it. Although, that's a good point. Self-therapy is effective when it comes to pornography addiction.
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,020
I've never heard of anyone wanting ctb for that reason. on the other hand, you can break the addiction but it takes willpower.
Z-A
Let me go
- Mar 3, 2024
- 345
This is one of the things keeping me alive 
I dont understand this either most people are addicted to porn. No one will judge you for it unless your watching beastiality or something like that. I think he should first try to stop using the internet and use an old dumb phone. I believe he can over come his addiction problems and live a healthy life.
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ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,183
I personally don't but there probably are people who are. In my case, I don't even have a sex drive and I don't really like looking at porn. I only looked at porn briefly to try and feel something (this was back when I thought that I had a sex drive) but I quickly went away from it as it looked repulsive. I think I may be a demisexual but, either way, I don't want to ctb because of porn but rather because...
...life itself is simply undesirable for me. Even if I were to have sex or whatever (I don't want this in the slightest), I'd still wish to be dead
...life itself is simply undesirable for me. Even if I were to have sex or whatever (I don't want this in the slightest), I'd still wish to be dead
No but I also know it isn't a net positive in my life. I think I'll regret it at some point. But I also know that very little helps me numb the mental I'm in at least it takes the edge off for a couple seconds and provides a distraction. I don't believe there's a woman out there for me. I don't think the prospects of finding a wife are good or even fair. Im simply not good enough and I dont think i ever will be or will be in time. So in lieu of that the repercussions I don't really care about.
Dliena
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- Dec 22, 2023
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dragonofenvy
Mage
- Oct 8, 2023
- 564
Not because of it but it's one of those things that I wish I could stop and hate the fact that I can't and it makes me feel so bad about myself. Every time I open it the suicidal thoughts flood in.
DrinkyCrow
Zap to the extreme
- May 2, 2023
- 95
Not directly but I'm sure it made me more depressed/suicidal recently.
More my own fault than the porns tho, it's just "why bother going outside or finding someone online for sex, if I can just lay at home, smoke weed and jerk off alone to porn?"
Had a healthy relationship with that stuff despite also being exposed to it from a young age my whole life. Until recently I guess. But again, not really porns fault my life sucks and the world is going to shit. I'm kinda glad it exists to get my mind off.
More my own fault than the porns tho, it's just "why bother going outside or finding someone online for sex, if I can just lay at home, smoke weed and jerk off alone to porn?"
Had a healthy relationship with that stuff despite also being exposed to it from a young age my whole life. Until recently I guess. But again, not really porns fault my life sucks and the world is going to shit. I'm kinda glad it exists to get my mind off.
