DiglySilly

DiglySilly

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Mar 10, 2024
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I'm using a translator, so the wording might not make sense.

All the bad things about me (because I struggle to write very long or concise paragraphs):

• Suicidal thoughts since age 8-9.
• I can't properly control the bicycle.
• It's hard for me to tie my shoelaces.
• My vocabulary is limited.
• I daydream (dissociate) 24/7.
• I obsess over certain parts of my body (noises or repetitive movements).
• Little to no social connection or interest.
• I'm very forgetful.
• Difficulty with crafts or basic tasks.
• Poor reading and comprehension.
• Little to no willpower to do anything.
• I'm very thin and ugly.
• I'm too slow at everything (it can take HOURS to do something).
• I'm very emotionally sensitive.
• Deep self-loathing.
• I have no talent.
• My horrible handwriting.
• My primary school drawings.
• I haven't achieved any success that I can remember.
• I was the failure of the school.
• No confidence in my intelligence.

I've believed all my life that I'm stupid, so my only aspiration is death. Anyway, I'm doomed to failure.

Context: I'm an 18-year-old boy from the third world.

Diagnoses: "MILD" depression, social anxiety, "MILD" autism.
 
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