AbsurdAbyss
Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
- Mar 4, 2024
- 113
Me too - friend to the end.I'm hoping it's the end. I've always seen my personal death as my friend. I always liked it when it showed up in Tarot readings- even though I know it doesn't necessarily mean death.
The end of my pain both mental and physical. I don't think my family gets it. I think they are treating it like a phase. Like one day I'll wake up with my life in a million pieces and look at it and just suddenly be happy and everything that provided joy, meaning, etc... Just gone. Yet so so happy. In 20 years when nothing can be done. If I'm still alive they are going to say I should've helped you oh well least I had a good life.An end to all beginnings.