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Suicide Discussion

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ImpairedLowlife
Venting Finally able to cry again
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2
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293
eppell
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Coolenv
Antidepressants
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6
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463
DCLXVI
DCLXVI
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Help Is there any way I can purchase a gun from the deepweb from Europe without knowing anything about guns and the deepweb ?
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4
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778
illAF
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K
Can't Even Enjoy Video Games Anymore
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20
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1K
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
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Does any of it have meaning?
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23
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764
Vi_Onpa_RealKing
V
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Is there anybody from South Korea?
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6
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834
wieu73
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poofart
Is 150mg of Oxy enough to be fatal?
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1
Views
367
touhoufan
touhoufan
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Method Oxy + alprazolam (Xanx)
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3
Views
620
touhoufan
touhoufan
Leavesfromthevine
Venting I hate that I feel obligated to help
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0
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294
Leavesfromthevine
Leavesfromthevine
funguy
Anybody here have ADHD or is neurodivergent?
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26
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797
Bloodhoof
Bloodhoof
hi-okbye
what's your method?
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33
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1K
kilowatt
kilowatt
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Chronic suicidality + relationships
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2
Views
303
AllCatsAreGrey
AllCatsAreGrey
owano
Venting ctb anniversary
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8
Views
489
owano
owano
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Sn study
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5
Views
994
Talvikki
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ijustwishtodie
Venting I don't understand how people enjoy life. Living is so exhausting
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13
Views
691
Suspect_Device
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Tionally
çan you use SN while on alcohol?
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2
Views
336
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Chronic suicidality + relationships
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0
Views
197
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Aimiya
That guy who has nothing to lose
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4
Views
338
leloyon
leloyon
anonymousbunny
Help multivitamin overdose
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2
Views
433
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
i wanna be a cat
  • Question
Help Teenager with no plan
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7
Views
795
Stinger4771
S
Tired Nacho
Venting I can't take it
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5
Views
687
Tired Nacho II
T
harlemriver
Discussion Do you plan on listening to music before CTB? If yes, what are you listening to?
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64
Views
3K
glossble
glossble
flowers in the mist
Venting tired of constant setbacks
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0
Views
271
flowers in the mist
flowers in the mist
hi-okbye
how was your thanksgiving?
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4
Views
463
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
X
My CTB thread using IG oct 22, 2023
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5
Views
601
x0nSS
X
FuneralCry
Venting I hate when people try to push the view that continuing to exist is preferable to death
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2
Views
343
bored2death
B
ezraeil
Discussion Any point of continuing and getting older?
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10
Views
512
Deleted member 65988
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Visitor_
Discussion What would be your prefered way of ctb?
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27
Views
934
Spiritual survivor
Spiritual survivor
Darkover
life is pathetic
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1
Views
328
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PandaBe
Help Ctb now
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3
Views
403
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
doomdoll
Nothing Feels Normal Anymore
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5
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dreaming_of_pearl
I hate this one freind my gf has.
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0
Views
310
dreaming_of_pearl
dreaming_of_pearl
ve.nin
Goodbye, friends. Thank you for always being here for me ❤️🫂
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29
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1K
diddlydoo_theiconic
diddlydoo_theiconic
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Does anyone get irrationality angry at friends/family that expect you to live?
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15
Views
914
Rher
Rher
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Story Kudos to this gentleman...he went on his own terms.
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5
Views
582
Passersby
Passersby
DesperateOne
What knot to choose?
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6
Views
739
whatnow-whatnever
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Kadaver
Life hardly feels worth living
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0
Views
275
Kadaver
Kadaver
Water-Lily
Not all Trauma's can be healed. Sometimes giving up is better than living with the pain
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15
Views
869
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
plain_jane
Venting How to deal with being unlovable? How to deal with being "seconds"? (Polyamory)
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3
Views
404
plain_jane
plain_jane
YoungJijii
I feel so alone
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5
Views
333
DT2007
DT2007
ddn.ctb
Want to be known as the one that committed suicide?
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26
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1K
livinginhellnation
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Querlista
Story How my opioid/benzos ODs failed and what I will try next time
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23
Views
3K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Lost cherry
Discussion I am little confused
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4
Views
336
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
mentalhealthfighter
Goodbye everyone!
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18
Views
805
UnwillingSavior
UnwillingSavior
BluesRunTheGame
  • Locked
WARNING: If you're male don't expose your emotions here or anywhere else
Replies
22
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
warm dreams
Discussion Question about remorse
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8
Views
490
warm dreams
warm dreams
m0e
Story maybe we are bad people and that`s why we got punished by existence
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1
Views
364
loopdaloop
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Darkover
What is the true meaning of life? If it is all for nothing in the end, everything dies. People, planets, galaxies everything.
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10
Views
483
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
FuneralCry
Venting Death is always better
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3
Views
350
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
hermestrimegistus
When was the last time you self harmed?
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28
Views
728
DoomValuer
DoomValuer
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