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- Mar 7, 2024
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When you wake up, and realize you didn't die in your sleep, and have to face another awful day in this hellish prison. That's got to be one of the worst feelings. And it happens every day too
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it is.When you wake up, and realize you didn't die in your sleep, and have to face another awful day in this hellish prison. That's got to be one of the worst feelings. And it happens every day too
Can't fall asleep because we can't stop thinking about CTB. Then we wake up and can't believe we're still somehow breathing. We will never truly know your specific pain, but we can certainly try and empathize. Be well on your journey and may the memory of your pain become dull with time.When you wake up, and realize you didn't die in your sleep, and have to face another awful day in this hellish prison. That's got to be one of the worst feelings. And it happens every day too
Exactly thats the worst part, it never ends. I wish I could get used to it at least. But it feels every day I still feel miserable and stuck in a life I don't want to live.Sometimes there's a TINY split second right after I wake up where it hasn't hit me yet and I get to feel exactly how "at peace" I am. And then it all hits me. Going through that exact feeling every day for years and years and years is a kind of hell I wouldn't wish on anybody
It seriously feels like a groundhog day/time loop situation. One big cycle. Every day you hope THIS is the last time, and it never is.
I feel you. I wish I had the code for happiness cracked like normal people seem to. It's hard to even imagine what it must be like to live like that, and enjoy waking up in the morning, and look forward to things and have an intrinsic desire to keep going.Exactly thats the worst part, it never ends. I wish I could get used to it at least. But it feels every day I still feel miserable and stuck in a life I don't want to live.
If only I could be somewhat content with my life then it wouldn't be as painful, but every day the suffering is still the same for years
Yeah I am envious of people who wake up looking forward to life and happy peopleI feel you. I wish I had the code for happiness cracked like normal people seem to. It's hard to even imagine what it must be like to live like that, and enjoy waking up in the morning, and look forward to things and have an intrinsic desire to keep going.
I wish I died while I was sleeping too.
No point at allNo point waking up or getting out of bed most days really
I disagree. I may hate my life and dread it but I want to choose and revel in the moment of my death. It's stupid, I know but I wanna do it on my own otherwise it won't be quite mineWhen you wake up, and realize you didn't die in your sleep, and have to face another awful day in this hellish prison. That's got to be one of the worst feelings. And it happens every day too
Agree. Horrible BEYOND.When you wake up, and realize you didn't die in your sleep, and have to face another awful day in this hellish prison. That's got to be one of the worst feelings. And it happens every day too