Are there people here who are afraid of losing their motivation to ctb?

[Defenestration]

It's very very very long...i hope between 5 and 9 april...

 

[limeoctave]

used to, but not anymore. I don't feel sad or depressed. I just don't want to live in this world and in my country anymore. It just seems to be a more rational thing for me and my situation. I don't want to work or have financial problems, I don't want to fight or work just to live, it seems really strange to me

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

I would lose it to maybe do some interesting stuff - but it's hardly possible

 

[Defenestration]

J'aimerais soit me "récupérer" complètement (et ne plus jamais envisager le suicide), soit retrouver ce sentiment d'être complètement prêt à partir et de n'avoir presque plus de doutes.
Je déteste être coincé dans cet enfer où je change constamment d'avis en fonction de divers facteurs, des gens autour, même de la météo mdr.

Same it's terrible

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't think that I'll ever lose my motivation to ctb. In my case, I'll always wish that I could be dead as early as possible