steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
I find that on SS, we do meet people we don't normally meet who share the same attitude to life—or that it should end.

But what I miss is not having a conversation with people about CTB where you hear their voice talking about themselves, or hearing your own voice as well.

Sometimes, when I am in the car, I need to say out loud, "I am going to kill myself," to make it even more real.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,207
For me, the less human voices I hear, the better. I used to wish I could communicate with somebody irl and perhaps I still wish for that on rare occasions but, generally, the more I stay alive, the more I get used to my loneliness which means that I'm too used with not hearing human voices talk to me. The best I can manage without being overwhelmed is conversations via text for a short amount of time
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
No, I don't want to hear a human voice. The less human voices I hear, the better. The only human voice I want to hear is my crushes. At least he has a podcast so I can hear his voice if I want to 🤣
 
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Erick

Student
Jan 18, 2024
172
I find that on SS, we do meet people we don't normally meet who share the same attitude to life—or that it should end.

But what I miss is not having a conversation with people about CTB where you hear their voice talking about themselves, or hearing your own voice as well.

Sometimes, when I am in the car, I need to say out loud, "I am going to kill myself," to make it even more real.
Yeah, I also miss listening to other people, hearing their stories and everything. I'm 34 years old and I spent my whole life around people. I was always with my friends and meeting new people. Now I don't even remember how it feels to have a normal conversation in real life, nor how it feels to laugh, drinking with friends, watching movies with someone...
Once I saw a quote that says "Blessed are those who have friends".
I totally agree with that quote. Nothing can make a person happier than having real friends.
 
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would

Member
Apr 7, 2024
25
Yeah, I also miss listening to other people, hearing their stories and everything. I'm 34 years old and I spent my whole life around people. I was always with my friends and meeting new people. Now I don't even remember how it feels to have a normal conversation in real life, nor how it feels to laugh, drinking with friends, watching movies with someone...
Once I saw a quote that says "Blessed are those who have friends".
I totally agree with that quote. Nothing can make a person happier than having real friends.
What happened Erick?
 
grungy自殺

grungy自殺

All apologies.....
Jan 9, 2024
103
It's too much for me to bear at this point being here

I could maybe one day speak to someone here on a vc if they're also opened up to it

But it's gonna take a lot of time for me to build up the resistance to actually speak to anyone
 

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