Venting the thought of failure is making me really nauseous

[strawberrydino]

i failed to get into a college and i cant help but think im going to fail life and yet i dont make the effort to get better. i dont know what to do. i feel like i dont like my major choice and im going to transfer from a community college but what if i fail even more. and throught the month of college letters ive just been on the verge of puking thinking about rejections and my future and i feel like im just wasting my parents money. i keep feeling like im going to throwup when i think about the future and i just really hate myself. i dont know how to get out of this loop.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Not everyone is made for college / university. Life is not over bc of failing college. I failed uni, too. I had a pretty good life even though I failed college. However I failed much later in life and that's killing me now. You still have other options to try not everything on earth requires a college degree and not everyone is made for college. What's your college degree worth if you're a mental wreck after studying?