loneliness

[billie]

i always end up losing
everyone and start telling
myself it's because there's
something really wrong with me

 

[karel1987]

Everybody is lonely. Life is a lonely road

 

[Meteora]

I relate..... it s hard to tell why you lose people. It doesn't necessairily have to do with you. I m a lonely person, too.

 

[orange-waffle]

i hate feeling lonely , i just wish i didnt have social anxiety

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I've felt lonely throughout most of my life, even when I was surrounded by others. Don't know why...

 

[BlendedHeart]

I don't know how people is able to keep friends. Maybe they don't have social anxiety, they are interesting and have opinions and ideas and funny things to say, and all of that keeps their friends coming back to them, checking them out once in a while, asking them how are they doing.

I lost all of my school and college friends. At previous jobs I didn't get any. I'm very scared of losing my mother. Then, I'll be completely alone.

 

[billie]

nobody would care if i was gone

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I relate to being lonely. I hope I can become a schizoid soon as I know that I'll never have an irl friend for my entire life

 

[sukiduki]

i relate as well. even when i am with people i still feel so lonely inside.

 

[Red Moon]

I don't know how people is able to keep friends. Maybe they don't have social anxiety, they are interesting and have opinions and ideas and funny things to say, and all of that keeps their friends coming back to them, checking them out once in a while, asking them how are they doing.

I lost all of my school and college friends. At previous jobs I didn't get any. I'm very scared of losing my mother. Then, I'll be completely alone.

I dont know either. I'm unable to keep friendships most of the time but that's because of my autism I think.

Also, I get lonely myself at times.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm very scared of losing my mother. Then, I'll be completely alone.

That's where I am now, since my mom passed a few years ago. All my other relatives passed before her. I'm the last one left. Like you, I have no friends, either, for whatever reason. You're right in that it's a bad place to be in life.

 

[Throwawayacc3]

I've felt lonely throughout most of my life, even when I was surrounded by others. Don't know why...

This. It's especially obvious when you are so self aware that you start questioning whether your internal thoughts are delusion or not.