VampQueen
InuYasha
- Feb 6, 2024
- 57
I moved to my sister's. Being in my hometown has done nothing for me, I have nothing there for me anymore since Ontwon died. But still, life has not improved for me after the move. I still think about Ontwon and suicide constantly. I'm starting to develop nightmares even though I never dream. I sleep my days away and haphazardly look for jobs when I can.
I met someone but I don't dare get close to them or consider them my friend. I don't need more people to be affected by my death if it comes to it.
I just want to be normal. I wish I could runaway from myself. I'm constantly in mental pain everyday. Someone needs to kill me because idk if I can and I can't live like this anymore.
I met someone but I don't dare get close to them or consider them my friend. I don't need more people to be affected by my death if it comes to it.
I just want to be normal. I wish I could runaway from myself. I'm constantly in mental pain everyday. Someone needs to kill me because idk if I can and I can't live like this anymore.
