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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Wish no one loved me
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1
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374
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Ksmиda
Help What would happen if I drank 25g of low purity SN?
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6
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752
sserafim
sserafim
ham and potatoes
Help Other barbiturates besides N that you can actually find?
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2
Views
636
Rubypie41
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ForgottenTomb
How did people react when you told them you were suicidal?
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26
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952
Kurai
Kurai
bunny_brownie9
it’s world bipolar day
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1
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311
[..redacted..]
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FuneralCry
Venting Existing can get so torturous beyond how one can even imagine it to
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6
Views
602
Oliver
Oliver
junko
Known instances of ordering SN causing problems?
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0
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263
junko
junko
QueerMelancholy
Constant Confusion
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4
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515
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
P
SN feeling
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3
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493
junko
junko
drinkthenectar
Venting anyone else feel like they literally will never matter until they die?
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8
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632
junko
junko
L
Venting Not in control
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1
Views
504
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
huntergirl14
I don’t know
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3
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
goodoldnoname923
Discussion Morality of CTB assistance
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6
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752
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wildflowers1996
There are too many religions and too many religious texts
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24
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2K
Oliver
Oliver
K_K
  • Question
Help Need help with method choice. (Venting included)
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3
Views
590
K_K
K_K
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
I can undo my mistakes(reason I wanna ctb) but I don’t know wether all the fighting is even worth it.
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1
Views
454
mirrorgurl
M
S
What is a good reason why you consider Suicide?
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21
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2K
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
goblin99
Even if things got better, I'd still CTB
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4
Views
754
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
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Discussion Other methods to prevent nausea?
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1
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334
UKscotty
U
O
Method GHB method.
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1
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653
cheese.out
cheese.out
D
its time to go
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15
Views
841
rozeske
R
steppingoff
0-100% How ready are you to go?
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44
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2K
TiredOfAllThis
T
Ambivalent1
Is there a site with compiled suicide news stories?
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10
Views
911
UKscotty
U
wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like
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2
Views
320
dinosavr
dinosavr
cyandude
Can you ever not be a NEET?
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28
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1K
lament.
lament.
wildflowers1996
If you could have everything you wanted
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26
Views
717
Evolution9
E
N
I might order SN tomorrow
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7
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1K
grahf
G
S
Has anyone OD'd on morphine?
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6
Views
539
sad4dayz
S
johnwatterson
how to go about a fent od
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9
Views
1K
tpboy
tpboy
wiinterfrost
  • Poll
Discussion Is it common to not want to be found after death?
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14
Views
1K
ringo99
ringo99
AnĂłnimo
Discussion I have a weird SH habit
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1
Views
642
MortalityScares
MortalityScares
P
Not wanting people to know I died this way?
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12
Views
670
lnlybnny
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halleyscomet
Discussion is self loathing so wrong?
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5
Views
630
vitbar
vitbar
goodoldnoname923
Turning to the darkside
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2
Views
466
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
D
Peru Cusco N
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43
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3K
DreamEnd
D
M
Venting so fucking angry
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7
Views
810
BojackHorseman
BojackHorseman
heisenberg
Venting relapsing
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1
Views
454
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
beetle
Discussion Locations for CTBing?
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7
Views
739
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
ForgottenTomb
When is it ''over''?
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15
Views
812
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
goodoldnoname923
Cherry extract
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2
Views
653
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
RealLostSoul
Help F on the darkweb
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7
Views
807
cheese.out
cheese.out
Alessa
AE: Different suggestions from different sources
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2
Views
567
Alessa
Alessa
Thx4DFish
Discussion If you could escape to another place, would you?
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10
Views
583
reclaimedbynature
reclaimedbynature
ve.nin
Do any of you have npd?
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23
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
thr0waway12345
Npd and being seen as a monster
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10
Views
729
sserafim
sserafim
LevUwU
BPD makes me want to CTB
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11
Views
659
sserafim
sserafim
est_cat
Codeine overdose?
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1
Views
491
[..redacted..]
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Coconteppi
Help Suicide Note Help
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10
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1K
LifeIsCrazyNemb
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BriocheAlien
Venting My depression & BPD is killing me
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2
Views
451
BriocheAlien
BriocheAlien
sserafim
I’m mad that my sister outshines me
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24
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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