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Venting No motive

oofuf

oofuf

hope is the seed of despair
Feb 13, 2023
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Lately I've lost all motivation I've had. When I was depressed before I was super motivated to ctb but after losing my last reason to live I have no motivation.
I feel conflicted. It's as if now that I'm not chasing impossible goals I don't have to consider ctb.
Don't get me wrong I don't want to live. or die. Now I just want to stay in my bed and do nothing till it's over.
 
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