oofuf
hope is the seed of despair
- Feb 13, 2023
- 48
Lately I've lost all motivation I've had. When I was depressed before I was super motivated to ctb but after losing my last reason to live I have no motivation.
I feel conflicted. It's as if now that I'm not chasing impossible goals I don't have to consider ctb.
Don't get me wrong I don't want to live. or die. Now I just want to stay in my bed and do nothing till it's over.
I feel conflicted. It's as if now that I'm not chasing impossible goals I don't have to consider ctb.
Don't get me wrong I don't want to live. or die. Now I just want to stay in my bed and do nothing till it's over.
