spooky0-0
Member
- Sep 12, 2023
- 18
I took a break for a while to actually try, I started meds and hrt. I got a new job. I started working out. ect. I tried this time. Ive been out of the hospital for over a year and have for the most part been clean from sh. but it didn't help, I feel like all I did was shove my emotions down and ignored them. I lost my girlfriend of 2 years, i really just want to quit my job, i just can't concentrate and i can't find the motivation to do much. At this point I don't think anything will actually make me feel better, I think Im going to drive away and disappear for a little bit before I kill myself. I want to save up some money so I can have fun before I finally kill myself. Im thinking I'll save up quite a bit and just drive somewhere beautiful. It'll probably be sometime in august maybe or sooner idk yet. Im planning on overdosing so any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.
