I want to do it tonight

[LongForWordlessSong]

I have fasted all day so by midnight it will be a 24 hour fast. I have advil (painkiller), antacid, and SN.

I guess all I really have to do is that little regiment where I take the painkillers and antacid and prepare the SN drinks.

It feels really simple, I just want to do it. If I knew that I would for sure die I would have already done it. I'm ready to commit because I want to die.

 

[Meteora]

I m wishing you a safe journey. I hope it'll be painless and without resistance.
If you wish to chat, I m here.

 

[LongForWordlessSong]

I m wishing you a safe journey. I hope it'll be painless and without resistance.
If you wish to chat, I m here.

I just want reassurance about my plan

1 hour before SN drink I will take my advil

30 minutes before I will take my antacid and I might test my SN quickly here agian just in case (what do you guys think? ill do it if people will help me look at the pictures)

and then I prepare 20 g of my SN in 2 drinks and take 1 and hope thats enough


this is my plan i wish i had done it ages ago like right when my girlfriend broke up with me

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

I have fasted all day so by midnight it will be a 24 hour fast. I have advil (painkiller), antacid, and SN.

I guess all I really have to do is that little regiment where I take the painkillers and antacid and prepare the SN drinks.

It feels really simple, I just want to do it. If I knew that I would for sure die I would have already done it. I'm ready to commit because I want to die.

I wish for you a smooth and peaceful transition.
Would you be willing to document your real time experience for us? I'm headed in that direction too.

 

[LongForWordlessSong]

I wish for you a smooth and peaceful transition.
Would you be willing to document your real time experience for us? I'm headed in that direction too.

Yes I will try to
I just am really worried about my SN not being potent enough, or anything that would cause me to not die.
I want to die and am ready to commit to make it happen

 

[Helvete]

sending love your way brother, I've been there myself after a bad breakup so I get it

 

[Meteora]

I just want reassurance about my plan

1 hour before SN drink I will take my advil

30 minutes before I will take my antacid and I might test my SN quickly here agian just in case (what do you guys think? ill do it if people will help me look at the pictures)

and then I prepare 20 g of my SN in 2 drinks and take 1 and hope thats enough


this is my plan i wish i had done it ages ago like right when my girlfriend broke up with me

Hm I cannot say if your plan is right, I m not yet familiar with the method. I hope someone else can help you.

 

[rowboat]

wishing you a safe and peaceful transition <3

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Yes I will try to
I just am really worried about my SN not being potent enough, or anything that would cause me to not die.
I want to die and am ready to commit to make it happen

An anti-emetic is strongly advised.

 

[LongForWordlessSong]

An anti-emetic is strongly advised.

I cant get one

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace! Safe travels.

 

[LunarLight]

1) have you tested your SN?
2) an AE is strongly advised to reduce your chances of vomiting. Some people have successfully CTBed without an AE though. It's up to you.

 

[Black Sheep One]

I do not have the AE as well. Lethe us know how it goes. Best of luck.

 

[billie]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

I do not have the AE as well. Lethe us know how it goes. Best of luck.

Will you soon be attempting without AE?

 

[Umua]

I hope you will be at peace