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LongForWordlessSong

LongForWordlessSong

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Mar 26, 2024
42
I have fasted all day so by midnight it will be a 24 hour fast. I have advil (painkiller), antacid, and SN.

I guess all I really have to do is that little regiment where I take the painkillers and antacid and prepare the SN drinks.

It feels really simple, I just want to do it. If I knew that I would for sure die I would have already done it. I'm ready to commit because I want to die.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,487
I m wishing you a safe journey. I hope it'll be painless and without resistance.
If you wish to chat, I m here.
 
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LongForWordlessSong

LongForWordlessSong

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Mar 26, 2024
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I m wishing you a safe journey. I hope it'll be painless and without resistance.
If you wish to chat, I m here.
I just want reassurance about my plan

1 hour before SN drink I will take my advil

30 minutes before I will take my antacid and I might test my SN quickly here agian just in case (what do you guys think? ill do it if people will help me look at the pictures)

and then I prepare 20 g of my SN in 2 drinks and take 1 and hope thats enough


this is my plan i wish i had done it ages ago like right when my girlfriend broke up with me
 
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YosemiteGrrl

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Dec 17, 2023
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I have fasted all day so by midnight it will be a 24 hour fast. I have advil (painkiller), antacid, and SN.

I guess all I really have to do is that little regiment where I take the painkillers and antacid and prepare the SN drinks.

It feels really simple, I just want to do it. If I knew that I would for sure die I would have already done it. I'm ready to commit because I want to die.
I wish for you a smooth and peaceful transition.
Would you be willing to document your real time experience for us? I'm headed in that direction too.
 
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LongForWordlessSong

LongForWordlessSong

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Mar 26, 2024
42
I wish for you a smooth and peaceful transition.
Would you be willing to document your real time experience for us? I'm headed in that direction too.
Yes I will try to
I just am really worried about my SN not being potent enough, or anything that would cause me to not die.
I want to die and am ready to commit to make it happen
 
Helvete

Helvete

Member
Apr 9, 2024
82
sending love your way brother, I've been there myself after a bad breakup so I get it ❤️
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,487
I just want reassurance about my plan

1 hour before SN drink I will take my advil

30 minutes before I will take my antacid and I might test my SN quickly here agian just in case (what do you guys think? ill do it if people will help me look at the pictures)

and then I prepare 20 g of my SN in 2 drinks and take 1 and hope thats enough


this is my plan i wish i had done it ages ago like right when my girlfriend broke up with me
Hm I cannot say if your plan is right, I m not yet familiar with the method. I hope someone else can help you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,241
I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
569
1) have you tested your SN?
2) an AE is strongly advised to reduce your chances of vomiting. Some people have successfully CTBed without an AE though. It's up to you.
 
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Black Sheep One

Black Sheep One

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Mar 4, 2023
75
I do not have the AE as well. Lethe us know how it goes. Best of luck.
 

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