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IschemicZeitgeist

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Feb 20, 2026
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Hey there guys. I've finally have put a final decision on CTB. Tomorrow at noon i'm going to, hopefully, catch my last breath. My chosen way out is SN and i'd like to take the opportunity to share my plan with you guys and double check to see if everything is in order, if that's possible. Sometimes the mind can let things slip through, and the last thing i want is to end up surviving another attempt.

My current plan ( changed from last time i posted):

I'm aiming for at least 12-16h of fasting (currently already fasting) and at least 2-4h without drinking.
I'll prepare 3 drinks with 25g of SN dissolved in 50ml of water.

@ 1h before the SN i'll take 1g Metamizole (because is the most effective painkiller i have access to, especially compared to paracetamol and ibuprofen).
@ 45min before the SN i'll take the recommended 30mg of Metoclopramide and 8mg of Ondansetron.
@ 45min before the SN i'll also dissolve 300mg of propranolol in some water (not drinking it yet).
@ 30min before the SN i'll take 800mg of Cimetidine.
@ 0-5min I'll prepare and drink the SN + drink the propranolol.

From what i've read both the cimetidine and propranolol are not required, but they are talked about in the version of the PPeH i have access to, so i included them in my plan, just in case.

Edit 1: Spelling errors.
 
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