Gomomon
The Mentally Loud Overthinker
- Feb 24, 2026
- 125
Hey guys, I finally got all my stuff, and now I've begun planning it out. How does this sound? Let me know if something is like jarringly not going to work, I have less than most I believe but I just wanna flipping get out of here.
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PROTOCOL:
- No food for 8 Hours prior, No Liquids for 4 Hours Prior
-1 Hour before SN: Take 3 25mg of Lmitrex/Sumatriptan (Headache Relief)
-45 Min before SN: 8mg of Ondansetron; couldn't get a dopamine blocker, only a serotonin blocker....
-3O Min before SN: 8OOmg of Tagamet and 4OOmg NSAID's Migraine Relief
-SN: 19g of SN in 3 cups of 38mL for a body weight of ~13O
I also haven't tested my SN yet, as I got it from the B&M, it only says it's>75% but I just want to confirm because I know the purity has to be greater than 98% but its not explicitly mentioned. I dont know if I should even bother doing the aquarium test strips because I have a feeling i'd probably die anyway if I was consuming random ass shit. Anyway, pls lmk if this is a good solid plan ty!
On an emotional note, I don't know when or how I'm going to do this, and if I should make it eventful or not. I would also like to contribute to the research of this site and help other users when I decide to pass. I would prefer not to go alone, but idk yet. Like, a video call with someone in my final moments would be nice, since I'm doing this without anxiety relievers or something to calm my heart and all. I was also wondering what I should leave my family & friends; they already know I'm suicidal as I've attempted with other methods previously. I have this like 2OO page extremely personal Diary/Vent slop that could either be super hurtful or something they'd want to hear, its me at my most lets just say, which also happens to be me at my worst, dunno if it's better to delete it or let them know I was hurting and stuff and what was going through my mind. Being understood and allat, closure. Anyway Thoughts!?
___________________________________________________________________________________________________
PROTOCOL:
- No food for 8 Hours prior, No Liquids for 4 Hours Prior
-1 Hour before SN: Take 3 25mg of Lmitrex/Sumatriptan (Headache Relief)
-45 Min before SN: 8mg of Ondansetron; couldn't get a dopamine blocker, only a serotonin blocker....
-3O Min before SN: 8OOmg of Tagamet and 4OOmg NSAID's Migraine Relief
-SN: 19g of SN in 3 cups of 38mL for a body weight of ~13O
I also haven't tested my SN yet, as I got it from the B&M, it only says it's>75% but I just want to confirm because I know the purity has to be greater than 98% but its not explicitly mentioned. I dont know if I should even bother doing the aquarium test strips because I have a feeling i'd probably die anyway if I was consuming random ass shit. Anyway, pls lmk if this is a good solid plan ty!
On an emotional note, I don't know when or how I'm going to do this, and if I should make it eventful or not. I would also like to contribute to the research of this site and help other users when I decide to pass. I would prefer not to go alone, but idk yet. Like, a video call with someone in my final moments would be nice, since I'm doing this without anxiety relievers or something to calm my heart and all. I was also wondering what I should leave my family & friends; they already know I'm suicidal as I've attempted with other methods previously. I have this like 2OO page extremely personal Diary/Vent slop that could either be super hurtful or something they'd want to hear, its me at my most lets just say, which also happens to be me at my worst, dunno if it's better to delete it or let them know I was hurting and stuff and what was going through my mind. Being understood and allat, closure. Anyway Thoughts!?
