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chxse88

chxse88

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Aug 18, 2026
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Testing Xanax for my protocol: Planning to take a specific dose one hour before so it's at full effect when the Nitrite hits.

  • 1-2mg didn't do much probably due to years of drinking. Alcohol hits the same receptors as Xanax, so I've built up some tolerance.
  • Current Status: Took 4mg about 20 minutes ago. It's definitely more noticeable now, though not at peak yet.
  • Plan: I'm thinking I'll need 6-8mg possibly more an hour before. I just don't want to blackout or be too confused to take the SN. I'll have it pre weighed in separate containers I'll just need to mix it into the water.
  • Question: Any advice on the Xanax? I know most people take a huge dose right before drinking the SN (crushing it in water), but I don't want to be completely slumped in case I need to drink the second cup of sn
I've been planning this for over a month and have my spot in nature picked out. I hope it all goes well.

I'll drop my protocol below for critique and feedback. I think I have everything lined up. There have been many times I've wanted to just skip the protocol and end this nightmare immediately, but I'm staying true to the plan.

Day 1

4:00 P.M. - 1 X 10mg Meto
11:16 P.M. - 1 X 10mg Meto

Day 2

4:00 P.M. - 1 X 10mg Meto
4:00 PM – Started Fast
10:00 P.M. - Stopped Drinking
11:00 P.M. - 600mg of Ibuprofen & 4mg xanax possibly more?
11:16 P.M. - 3 X 10mg Meto
11:30 P.M. - 88mg propranolol & 1500mg orange anti acid tablets
12:00 A.M. - 25g SN in 50ml water
 
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hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
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The protocol seems spot on however the propranolol seems a tad too low. I knew about a 400mg dosage.

You could always keep a xan under the tongue while you wait to drink the sn
 
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