My planned SN protocol

[pagalparinda]

SN Protocol:

• STOP all medication 7 days before ctb.
• Day 1, take 10 mg meto at 8 hrs interval at 08:00, 16:00, 24:00
• Midnight Day 2. Fast (clear fluids only) for several hours (8 hrs before ctb) (can I include antacids like at 4.00 hrs or so?)
• Take 30mg (3x10 mg) tablets of metoclopramide at 7:20 (Day 2)
• + 400mg crushed propranolol in water
• + Combiflam (contains Ibuprofen 400mg + paracetamol 325 mg) + 650 mg paracetamol (These all taken together at same time).
• Wait 40 minutes
• During the wait time, dissolve 30 gm of SN in 60ml water (I weigh 99.6 Kgs, is the amount of 30g enough)
• Crush 20 x 30mg tablets (a full card of oxazepam 600mg ) with mortar & pestle.
• Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created.
• 7:45 Drink oxazepam in water
• 7:59 Use Vodka 60ml first, then Mouthwash and then water to neutralize the taste buds. (Do not gulp down, rotate inside and then spit it in a bag)
• 8:00 Immediately after, Drink sodium nitrite in water with 2-3 mouthful gulps.
• 8:00 Use Vodka 60ml first, then Mouthwash to again neutralize the taste buds. (Do not gulp down, rotate inside and then spit it in a bag)
• Lay back (3 min dizzy, 5 mins very drowsy but responsive, 12 mins unconscious, 15 mins deep sleep/ un-rousable, 25 mins increasing cyanosis, 30 mins irregular shallow breathing, 40 mins death).
• No matter what, I will not call emergency services.

In 2025 version of PPeH, the author says amitriptyline can increase or potentiate SN. Should I try this? I live in a country where suicide is even crime and punishable with imprisonment.

I am a chain smoker and occasionally I drink alcohol. Can a small spoon say 1/4 of teaspoon of honey in end be taken? I want to die sweet mouthed otherwise I will start cursing everyone there including HIM, the reason of all our sufferings.

 

[abcdefg789]

Just to let you know, re your sentance starting with "Lay back" which is from the PPEH... it doesn't happen like that for everyone.

In the following link there are few descriptions of the experience where it didn't happen like that. There are also apparently vidoes online of the experience and at least for some it is a very harrowing experience.

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[pagalparinda]

Just to let you know, re your sentance starting with "Lay back" which is from the PPEH... it doesn't happen like that for everyone.

In the following link there are few descriptions of the experience where it didn't happen like that. There are also apparently vidoes online of the experience and at least for some it is a very harrowing experience.

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Can you please provide those videos. It will be very helpful. i have only one chance and It is crime here in my shit country where slavery and flattery is appreciated , where eating Egg determines your humanity but throwing milk in a drain while millions of kids sleep empty stomach is righteous act, where eating meat determines your nationality but sucking blood of other who are already punished is deemed humane and justified.

 

[abcdefg789]

I don't have any links to the videos. I've only read other people mentioning that they've watched them.

I just wanted you to know that a peaceful death is not a certainty.

 

[pagalparinda]

I know Peace is non existent. It is something extremely extremely rare. Not a cup of tea for people like us, mediocre, unlucky, idiot, stupid, coward....yes coward who is thinking of dyying from age immemorial to me....but evry time excuses like mom and bro's feeling after me....their life, suffering me...But it is ok to be selfish in these matter, I have not created them...nor do I owe anything to them....If they suffer post my death,....it is theirs...not mine....I m no God...I am a human...created using mix of both Right and wrong....It is ok to fail...It is ok to exit....It is my right to have peace....something which I should only use as an excuse...cause I am so unlucky that my luck is also against me....cant imagime going back to that life again....everything is ifnsihed ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I am a mistake....HIS mistake...but I felt the pain alone......no one is thre....Those who has no one...God is hter for them...but for God is not there....there exist none........no one............................................................