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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sserafim
Charged lemonade
Replies
28
Views
984
Ico
Ico
Darkover
I don’t get how anyone could ever want to live in this terrible world
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2
Views
320
Lost Dreamer
Lost Dreamer
FailureToAll
Venting Im a fool
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4
Views
389
FailureToAll
FailureToAll
depthss
What should I mix with alcohol?
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0
Views
311
depthss
depthss
R
i think im going to do it soon
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7
Views
538
Rhizomorph1
Rhizomorph1
W
I think im ready to go
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1
Views
308
Mistiie
Mistiie
FuneralCry
Venting I always dislike when people try and push the view that continuing to exist is preferable to death.
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0
Views
309
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Discussion One last thing before you go
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30
Views
1K
Ksmиda
Ksmиda
Terranova
trying to hang myself
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3
Views
614
Terranova
Terranova
U
I was inpatient for a few weeks.
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1
Views
324
underscore_nine
underscore_nine
Death is my goal
Discussion anyone gave up on suicide?
Replies
9
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
darksoul
Venting Stress is building up
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4
Views
346
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
underscore_nine
Method is choking effective?
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1
Views
534
breezeboy
breezeboy
Pg.964
Help Dissociation or just zoning out?
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3
Views
377
Pg.964
Pg.964
N
My life is a torture simulation
Replies
1
Views
494
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
CTB Dream
Venting Do 0
Replies
2
Views
440
noname223
N
B
No sense of direction
Replies
9
Views
564
Celerity
Celerity
EternalShore
Venting Vagueness Required
Replies
9
Views
481
EternalShore
EternalShore
cyanlove
Discussion Question for people who have failed attempts
Replies
26
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
K
I'm an idiot
Replies
1
Views
411
Kit1
K
Water-Lily
Once a failure….always a failure….
Replies
0
Views
318
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
I can't beat it
Story This year is coming to an end, let's summarize it
Replies
27
Views
1K
Deleted member 65988
D
Darkover
what did we do to deserve this
Replies
10
Views
393
Deleted member 65988
D
leavingthesoultrap
I am grateful that suicide is an option
Replies
11
Views
824
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
I can't beat it
Story Do you hate yourself?
Replies
18
Views
616
ouf
ouf
H
Help Not understanding charcoal burning instructions
Replies
10
Views
1K
greatgooglymoogly
greatgooglymoogly
penguinl0v3s
Help Sourcing benzos
Replies
0
Views
316
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Giovannino224
Method Trying to figure out the best way
Replies
1
Views
486
Praestat_Mori
P
BasePl27
Venting Why are we living in what feels like the worst possible present imaginable?
Replies
12
Views
759
Gonnerr
G
M
  • Poll
Discussion Why do we call it "CTB"?
Replies
7
Views
611
murun_b
M
azo
  • Poll
Discussion Are you a promortalist?
Replies
12
Views
1K
froggirl9000
froggirl9000
Foxykaavn
Discussion Goodbye gonna CTB
Replies
9
Views
666
Gonnerr
G
Falseunderworld
Venting Still here, failed
Replies
7
Views
535
gbi2
G
PrisonPlanetBreak
  • Question
Help SN Cyanosis
Replies
6
Views
660
Deleted member 65988
D
A
Bad person
Replies
3
Views
500
loopdaloop
L
リンさん
Venting I’m a walking disappointment and my family would be happier if I died
Replies
4
Views
444
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
W
If N fails, do I need to go to hospital?
Replies
2
Views
378
DeadHead
D
nightmare_moon
  • Question
Discussion Fun hypothetical
Replies
2
Views
294
enstarve
enstarve
Bad-luck
Venting My friend thinks I am self harm
Replies
4
Views
415
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
H
Venting Method
Replies
1
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boller Bryant
Venting I should end everything here, before it gets worse.
Replies
1
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life is evil and meaningless.
Replies
1
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
How I got here
Replies
1
Views
398
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Help Not sure how
Replies
3
Views
342
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
The desire to avoid pain is a strong force that keeps you alive in this world
Replies
3
Views
334
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Help Think I'm going to CTB tomorrow
Replies
5
Views
739
dggtscccvfd
D
Aim
Help Airport + Sn + luggage scan
Replies
2
Views
523
Aim
Aim
Darkover
Planet Earth is prison. (Hell)
Replies
2
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ashe
Venting Contemplation
Replies
4
Views
366
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EyeBeyond
My sn arrived 🔥
Replies
2
Views
467
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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