Venting Do any of you also hate it when spring arrives

[snowyyy]

I know how absurd it may sound.
But I hate it when it gets warm, when everything wakes up to life.
I like the warmer temperature, but just the very fact of it.
It gets warmer, the day is longer, more people go outside, enjoy the company of others.

I have a social phobia, so maybe that's a reason too.

But simply put, it's foreign to me watching everyone go out, enjoying life, seeing those familiar faces. That the sun is shining, that it's joyful.
I suffer terribly from this, because I can't be like them. I don't know how to enjoy life, I have no one.
And I'm afraid to go outside now, I'm afraid of people, and there are more and more of them....

 

[DOKTOR_G'HUL]

I'm a fall and winter person, so seeing spring rising from the ground like a Lovecraftian tentacle monster depresses the hell out of me. I know what's coming: bugs, worms, mosquitoes, rot, boiling August, ants , and all the other forms of life that Mother Earth put here to chew on us and remind us that we're utterly insignificant to her and her hideous brood. I just want winter to never end. I want to be cold forever.

 

[Olisop21.]

I used to look forward to spring, but haven't in the last few years. I'm not energized by it at all.

 

[xmissellax]

It makes me sad as everyone's out enjoying life and I still feel like I want to die. The rain comes a lot too and makes me sad.

However it also makes me happy because Sun = mood boost for me. I hate the heat. Autistic me gets serious sensory overload and heat is the worst one. But I love summer evening walks. And sunsets. This summer might be my last one so I'll try to enjoy it the best I can. I think I could stay for longer, I'm just worried about my SN degrading too much. So I'll live it as if it's my last. Or at least try!

 

[SVEN]

I hate it when bloody tomorrow morning arrives, far less a whole new season !

 

[Ligottian]

I've read that suicide rates peak in the spring. I know my own depression/anxiety tends to peak then, as much as I hate the cold of winter.

 

[Dliena]

Yes definitely without a shadow of doubt and tornados suck ass as well I hate it just the worst season.

 

[FallenStar]

The heat, noises, noisy people... I definitely hate spring and summer, they make me more suicidal.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I like spring and autumn the most.
Summer is annoying because of heat and bugs. Winter is pure depression for me.

 

[sserafim]

I've read that suicide rates peak in the spring. I know my own depression/anxiety tends to peak then, as much as I hate the cold of winter.

Why do you think that is?

 

[BlazingBob]

I hate everything related to existence, for me. For others, great. I simply don't want to exist anymore. I want no part of life anymore.

 

[sserafim]

I like autumn and winter the most. I hate spring and summer. I have seasonal allergies, I'm allergic to pollen. I also hate seeing things come alive. I prefer the fall foliage over the flowers. I hate the heat, warm weather, sun and bugs. They make me want to die.

 

[Malaria]

I only hate it because I get allergies and because I have pretty crippling melissophobia. Other than that, I don't mind it.

 

[Ligottian]

Yes definitely without a shadow of doubt and tornados suck ass as well I hate it just the worst season.

You mentioned tornados. Do you live in the Deep South as I do?

 

[divinemistress36]

The heat, noises, noisy people... I definitely hate spring and summer, they make me more suicidal.

Same

 

[Dliena]

You mentioned tornados. Do you live in the Deep South as I do?

Used too born and raised but have moved on out since 2019.

 

[dragonofenvy]

Everyone is outside having fun and here I am sitting around inside not able to do anything. I don't like being able to see people do that since it's just a reminder of what I can't have. Plus, whenever I go outside within 12 seconds I'll be getting buzzed by a deerfly so I don't understand why people want to go outside. It especially breaks me when I see parents spending time with their kids cause that's yet another thing that I will not be able to experience. Let it be cold and dark forever.

 

[theboy]

yes because I am allergic

 

[Myforevercharlie]

No, the spring stabilizes my mood.

 

[deathslament]

Yes because thats when the moths come out.

 

[Ambivalent1]

The sun mocks my pain!

 

[zzeroo]

Yes! I can't stand sunny weather...Even when its snowing I like the sky grey.

 

[Alex Fermentopathy]

I want to be cold forever.

 

[onbekend]

I don't hate spring itself, and I don't mind the heat or anything.
What I do hate is seeing everyone going outside, enjoying their lives and being happy with the knowledge that it's too late to end up happy like them.
The fact that others can socialize on a much higher level than I ever will makes me more suicidal and depressed.
I can definitely see where you are coming from.

 

[sserafim]

The sun mocks my pain!

The sun is evil

 

[kindalone]

I hate it, too. When I just walk around the park with everything just blooming and living, I realize that life can be beautiful and that my mind is a prison that just keeps me locked in this cloud full of negativity. Everyone is just out and about with their pet, spouse, or kids. They probably enjoy the sun and look forward to the next day, while I worry constantly about the future and how I should escape this hellhole. At least when it's gloomy outside and nobody is there, I can delude myself that there was nothing in this world that I should stick around for to begin with. But that's a lie. Life is great. Just not for me.

 

[dinosavr]

I couldn't relate more. I wish I lived alone so I could just shut the drapes and rot in the darkness.

 

[thebloodofreptile]

I feel the same way. A deep existential feeling of being left out.

 

[astonishedturnip]

It improves my mood temporarily but also makes me sad. My birthday is in the spring and it's another reminder of all I failed to accomplish before my next birthday. I really thought I'd be married with kids by now or at least not a pathetic femcel.

The days getting longer and the weather getting warmer definitely blunts the CTB urges though. I live in the Midwest and the sun setting at 5pm and icy, slushy days regularly falling below 10 degrees F are fucking miserable.

 

[divinemistress36]

The sun is evil

It accelerates aging