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This is the only place where you can say “kys”
- Aug 4, 2023
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Important to mention, I didnt take as much, like a few sleeping pills. Wasnt a suicide attempt, but idk I just wanted to feel drunk but cant drink, long story. But I do not remember most of the night.
I slept like 4-5 hours after that.
Today I went to my therapist for an emergency visit and on monday I might know if ill go into a mental hospital again.
But like, I feel really weird since I woke up.
I cant really pinpoint exactly on what is going on, its like I fried my brain lol.
Something about my emotions is off, like I dont feel real, I dont feel any real emotion on things, its so weird. I wish I could give the exact description.
Lets put it this way: suddenly I dont want to kill myself, I dont want to go into a hospital, I dont feel the need, but I dont feel well either, or like I have hope. I dont feel any emotion towards things.
Its sooooo weird and annoying like I wanna feel shit again, its like an empty void.
I slept like 4-5 hours after that.
Today I went to my therapist for an emergency visit and on monday I might know if ill go into a mental hospital again.
But like, I feel really weird since I woke up.
I cant really pinpoint exactly on what is going on, its like I fried my brain lol.
Something about my emotions is off, like I dont feel real, I dont feel any real emotion on things, its so weird. I wish I could give the exact description.
Lets put it this way: suddenly I dont want to kill myself, I dont want to go into a hospital, I dont feel the need, but I dont feel well either, or like I have hope. I dont feel any emotion towards things.
Its sooooo weird and annoying like I wanna feel shit again, its like an empty void.