Help What can I do in my last 6 months?

[Salhalla]

I got 6 months until I can CTB. I dont know what to do until then , I wanna make a bit of money maybe just a little to spend on stuff before I pass , and if I dont spend all the money it can go to my family. Think im gonna whiten my teeth , maybe get a haircut , I wanna lose my virginity , I wanna try some drugs ive never tried before. I dont know what to do everything feels boring and meaningless. I feel I am too traumatized to actually enjoy anything. In my final 6 months of life I have to attend a course for most days like 4 or 5 days a week , maybe I will make freinds there , maybe I will want to drop out because I hate the people but I wouldnt be allowed. Im going to CTB , I just need to figure out what to do on the way there

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I warn about drugs as you could just get addicted, not ctb, and spend the rest of your life struggling with addiction to a horrible substance that will arguably make it worse, but who am I to tell uu what to do and not do

 

[Salhalla]

I warn about drugs as you could just get addicted, not ctb, and spend the rest of your life struggling with addiction to a horrible substance that will arguably make it worse, but who am I to tell uu what to do and not do

Alright appreciate the advice , I wanna just try some new things I have never tried and try new experiences and maybe do some things that I could never do during my childhood

 

[iamjustapebble]

I thought about this too and I wanted to finish a project, something people maybe could remember me by (I'm an artist). Probably won't do it though. Maybe you could try some diffent food you've never had. It's basic, but that's all I've got, haha.
One piece of advice you should hear: don't do anything you would strongly regret if you didn't kill yourself. Things like taking on a huge loan or getting addicted to something. In the case that you don't die (because you don't want to, because something is forcing you not to, or because you simply fail) you won't have to deal with all that for years later.

 

[Leap94]

I thought about this too and I wanted to finish a project, something people maybe could remember me by (I'm an artist). Probably won't do it though. Maybe you could try some diffent food you've never had. It's basic, but that's all I've got, haha.
One piece of advice you should hear: don't do anything you would strongly regret if you didn't kill yourself. Things like taking on a huge loan or getting addicted to something. In the case that you don't die (because you don't want to, because something is forcing you not to, or because you simply fail) you won't have to deal with all that for years later.

Just for further emphasis, I second the "don't do anything you would strongly regret if you didn't kill yourself". Not to mention if you start acting too out of character, people will notice and may try to get involved.

 

[Cauliflour]

Enjoy the little things in life: binge watch your favourite tv show, eat at a nice restraunt, call an old friend and ask about their day...