Gonna hang myself in dublin on saturday

[pinetreeblaster]

Hey im not sure if anyone will read this, just venting. I went on a trip for a month to my friend in dublin, im 22 and from slovenia. His parents have taken me in and have been incredibly generous and kind to me. The thing is, i only went on this trip because back home in slovenia i am constantly watched and was sent into the mental hospital for my previous attempts. There is no way im going home as i will have no chance at CTB in slovenia, but im so bummed i have to put my friend and his family through this. I really dont wanna cause such a hprrible thing to them but im so scared to go back home, i need to do it before my trip ends. Ive already located a tree very far away from their house, i have aquired camping rope and i will do it on saturday when my friend works from 9am-11pm and i will have the day to myself. Im super scared but ive tried many times before and i think this time it will actually work. If anyone has any advice lmk

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu!

I'm sorry you have to go through this.

Here's a guide for trees:

Trees to use for hanging - from a tree expert

This thread is ONLY for those who 1) must do partial/full suspension hanging, and 2) can only resort to using a tree. I was a professional tree climber and trimmer for 5 years, i trimmed/felled trees away from powerlines all over Wyoming, Utah and Idaho. Just thought id give my best insights...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[unluckysadness]

Hi,
I wish you could recover, you're so young But I understand what suffering is.
I hope you'll find peace whatever you choose to do.

 

[earwig]

I am surprised someone from Ireland (I'm also living here) admits they're on this site, and wants to do it.

I hope you find peace in whichever decision you want. I really hope you've thought everything through by then.

I am surprised someone from Ireland (I'm also living here) admits they're on this site, and wants to do it.

I hope you find peace in whichever decision you want. I really hope you've thought everything through by then.

Wait I just realised it could be from America. My bad. Anyways, wish you well

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I am surprised someone from Ireland (I'm also living here) admits they're on this site, and wants to do it.

I hope you find peace in whichever decision you want. I really hope you've thought everything through by then.

Wait I just realised it could be from America. My bad. Anyways, wish you well

Hmmmm. Someone living in Ireland CTB'd (I'm pretty sure) a month ago, his specific location was posted on the Partners part of the site, @pedro3211.

 

[earwig]

Hmmmm. Someone living in Ireland CTB'd (I'm pretty sure) a month ago, his specific location was posted on the Partners part of the site, @pedro3211.

Wow, I never knew that. I'm not a very active person on this site. But thank you for the information.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Wow, I never knew that. I'm not a very active person on this site. But thank you for the information.

Yeah, you can click on his @ & read his whole story if you'd like, I know he was young.

 

[jojobanana]

Wow, I never knew that. I'm not a very active person on this site. But thank you for the information.

i'm here too in dublin. i have SN

 

[ApotheosisOfJ]

i'm here too in dublin. i have SN

Also here in Dublin, waiting on my SN to be delivered and hoping my source wasn't a scam. All going well, I don't expect to see the end of this month

 

[earwig]

I wish you well, I would get some but I have no funds for it.

i'm here too in dublin. i have SN

Also here in Dublin, waiting on my SN to be delivered and hoping my source wasn't a scam. All going well, I don't expect to see the end of this month

Wishing you some luck.