Today is my last day. What should i do? Be my friend so ik what is like.

[Ms_Type]

I dont want to go into extreme detail. Im hoping this attempt is finally it. I have SN coming in tomorrow. Rest of supplies i have.

Been homeless for past week. Single from a 6 year boyfriend. I have nothing left. Theres no where to go from here. I hate being trans. Ive been on hrt for 7 years. I aint getting anymore fem. Idk. Im just at the end. Give me a good last day. I wanna be happy just for today.

Pic of me at river yesterday. Im doing as much as i can before tomorrow comes.

 

[Passenger4224]

I just wanted to say I'm so, so sorry life has done this to you. You don't deserve the pain you are dealing with.

 

[Ms_Type]

I just wanted to say I'm so, so sorry life has done this to you. You don't deserve the pain you are dealing with.

Eh its just. A lot. I have nothing left. Ive never had anything. All my mental illnesses have no cure, ive tried it all. Im happy i tried. Atleast

I dont want to go into extreme detail. Im hoping this attempt is finally it. I have SN coming in tomorrow. Rest of supplies i have.

Been homeless for past week. Single from a 6 year boyfriend. I have nothing left. Theres no where to go from here. I hate being trans. Ive been on hrt for 7 years. I aint getting anymore fem. Idk. Im just at the end. Give me a good last day. I wanna be happy just for today.

Pic of me at river yesterday. Im doing as much as i can before tomorrow comes.

man… even on a suicide post. I have no one. Kinda sad. Anyway. Prob gonna sleep on the streets again tonight. Then. Thats the last sleep before forever one

 

[laceydreams]

I hope you find peace, this world is a nightnare

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

you can talk to me if you want. i am also trans, i know its so hard to live like this.

 

[Ms_Type]

you can talk to me if you want. i am also trans, i know its so hard to live like this.

I mean. What is there to talk about. Im staying at a friends for my last day. Spending all my money on them and doing anything they want today. To give something to this world. Ive spent 2500$ on them. I have only 300 left in my account. Need to figure out where to give it.

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

I mean. What is there to talk about. Im staying at a friends for my last day. Spending all my money on them and doing anything they want today. To give something to this world. Ive spent 2500$ on them. I have only 300 left in my account. Need to figure out where to give it.

you can talk about whatever you want if you want to. i hope your day with your friends goes good, spending time with friends is good. i went to see a play one of my friends was in before one of my recent attempts. it was good to see others before.

 

[samg12395]

i hope you find peace and could you please dm me your source for SN>

 

[Ms_Type]

you can talk about whatever you want if you want to. i hope your day with your friends goes good, spending time with friends is good. i went to see a play one of my friends was in before one of my recent attempts. it was good to see others before.

Where do u think i should fade.

Im homeless rn so i dont have a solid place. Should i just find a comfy forest spot? I kinda want to leave this up to fate. If i live, ill keep living and try more, if i die, thats it. So i kinda want a place somewhat public but not too much. To where i can only be saved by complete chance.

 

[xetineline]

for peace will finally come letting it be more natural is just the basic i think

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

Ciao. This really resonated with me. Similar situation, outside of the homelessness. Trans. Nasty break up. I'm still yet unable to DM however figured it was worth reaching out. Are you shipping SN to your friends house? Do they have any idea what's going on? I hope you had fun at the river. Your swimsuit is very cute.

 

[Ms_Type]

Ciao. This really resonated with me. Similar situation, outside of the homelessness. Trans. Nasty break up. I'm still yet unable to DM however figured it was worth reaching out. Are you shipping SN to your friends house? Do they have any idea what's going on? I hope you had fun at the river. Your swimsuit is very cute.

They know im suicidal, i told them, i told them i came over to try and find a reason to stay. It didnt help. They actually made things worse. So. Im putting on the mask, been non stop happy, buying them everything i can, giving them all my stuff. They are excited to see "they could help me so much, im the happiest theyve seen me"

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

They know im suicidal, i told them, i told them i came over to try and find a reason to stay. It didnt help. They actually made things worse. So. Im putting on the mask, been non stop happy, buying them everything i can, giving them all my stuff. They are excited to see "they could help me so much, im the happiest theyve seen me"

I understand. Fuuuuck. Ive been kind of constantly nonstop telling my friends I'm high risk and none of them are very helpful. It is very frustrating when the people around you are actively obtuse about the warning signs. Are you staying with your friends? Do you have somewhere to sleep in? A car or something?

 

[Ms_Type]

I understand. Fuuuuck. Ive been kind of constantly nonstop telling my friends I'm high risk and none of them are very helpful. It is very frustrating when the people around you are actively obtuse about the warning signs. Are you staying with your friends? Do you have somewhere to sleep in? A car or something?

No.. i mean. I wont have to worry about it soon. I just hope reincarnation is real. I just want to start over with a better life.

 

[cry.lily]

Hi. I just want to say that you are very pretty. That's the first thing I thought when I saw your picture. I'm so sorry about what you are going through. <3

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

No.. i mean. I wont have to worry about it soon. I just hope reincarnation is real. I just want to start over with a better life.

Cheers. I know the feeling. God all I want all the time is another go around. Can I ask what led to the homeless situation? If not, did you have fun at the river?

 

[delinquentsandwich]

reincarnation has always sounded fun to me
if there's a better life, that is

 

[Ms_Type]

Cheers. I know the feeling. God all I want all the time is another go around. Can I ask what led to the homeless situation? If not, did you have fun at the river?

Maybe tomorrow when i wake up and prep

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

Maybe tomorrow when i wake up and prep

Okay no problem. Again, if I had access to pms I'd reach out privately. I understand if posting that information is crossing a line. I hope I don't seem as if im prying. That's not my intention.

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[MatiSendiri]

Good luck, hope you can find your peace soon.

 

[MrMegalomaniac]

I hope everything goes well, and the pain you feel dissolves into peace and bliss.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I hate to see such a young, pretty, and seemingly healthy person attempting. Who needs reincarnation when you already have health, youth, and beauty now? But it's your life. I wish you peace .

 

[hlchoo]

Good luck in all your future endeavors

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

Where do u think i should fade.

Im homeless rn so i dont have a solid place. Should i just find a comfy forest spot? I kinda want to leave this up to fate. If i live, ill keep living and try more, if i die, thats it. So i kinda want a place somewhat public but not too much. To where i can only be saved by complete chance.

i dont know, im sorry. ive had a hard time figuring out for myself and it makes me sad to think about someone else dying, i wish i could help somehow for you to make it better. what do you mean by leave it to fate?

 

[notsosillybilly]

you can talk to me if you want

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I wish you a happy departure! you will find the ultimate peace. All peace and love.

 

[paranoias64]

i hate being trans and i really relate to ur struggles with mental health. ur beautiful. im so sorry that ur homeless and i wish u the best. i hope u manage to find a way to survive, the world doesn't need more dead trans women. but i understand it girl. <3

 

[TimeTraveling4]

I know what it's like to lose. It's such a nice picture you took. It's nice to see a human face on this forum. Honestly I hope things will be different in my next life too. I failed my purpose and I'm hard-stuck in one place with nowhere to go and nothing to do. When I go, I plan on doing it as comfortably as possible. Has your SN come in yet?

 

[Ms_Type]

you can talk to me if you want

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